#bluhg

I Gave Up on trying to describe everything about this piece in words, it gave me a migraine and im just Tired. Its Done!!!! Im done!!! its been done for a few days!!! But Words Fail me. so the alt text is very basic.

Like, ok, Im dyslexic and have complete aphantasia, and only managed to take language arts until about 7th grade, ok, so i struggle with my writing a lot because like, I want to improve. I want to be a better writer but i don't have the head to understand what being Better at writing means if that makes any sense?

like with a drawing I can pick it apart into individual segments and mull over line quality or color cohesion, or fuckin shape language or whatever, and while I'm pretty certain i could do that with writing too I don't know how to find the issues to begin with unless it's something the computer will tell me is wrong like typos or whatever. I don't have a clear chart telling me if characters are acting right, or if I'm explaining too much or too little, or if the words look right next to each other and do the thing where they make an image or voice in someone else's head. and trying to learn is Frustrating because there's no edges. There's nothing you can point to and say That's what this is supposed to be, now how do I make this look and feel more like that.