#bluegingham

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how many pairs of shoes do you own? i have many old pairs just there in my closet, but i would say i actively wear about 5 pairs

favorite song? yikes, one? it changes - as i'm sure it does with most people. for some reason i've been obsessed with "suddenly seymour" from little shop of horrors the last few days so let's go with that haha

favorite movie? zodiac. david fincher, always.

what would be your ideal partner? someone who is either asexual/demisexual (i'm still figuring that out which for myself), someone i find handsome or pretty (not necessarily conventionally - but hygienic, well-groomed, a face i enjoy looking at... i feel like i sound petty, but basically just someone i find cute on a personal level), someone who is more of an extrovert than i am and challenges me to be adventurous, someone i have at least a few things in common with (theatre, film, sims), and - importantly - someone who makes me laugh a lot

do you want children? i do, but i don't. i love kids, but part of me knows that i may not be capable of being responsible for a child's life when i am living with multiple disorders

have you gotten in trouble with the law? nah - unless you count a few speeding and traffic tickets, but long island is one giant speed trap

what color socks are you wearing? none! i don't like wearing socks in bed

bath or shower? shower, for sure. i love good pressure, i can control the temperature better than a bath, and i feel less self-conscious. by that i mean that i'm in a less vulnerable position when i'm standing up as opposed to laying down. it usually makes me feel claustrophobic and i don't love looking down at myself. a jacuzzi sized tub would probably be really lovely though!

favorite type of music? musical theatre - i love songs that tell stories and that's what musical theatre does (or should do if it's well-written)

how many pillows do you sleep with? two.

which position do you sleep in? i do this weird thing where i turn a couple of different ways on my side before i get comfortable leaning partially on my side to the right (where my wall is) lol

what don’t you like when you’re sleeping? being woken up by my dog scratching at my door. due to the medication i take, i have to take a few additional meds and supplements to fall and stay asleep. so when he scratches just to get my attention and walk away it's really frustrating and hard for me to fall back asleep. i still love him to pieces though.

what do you have for breakfast? i usually have a thomas everything bagel with temptee cream cheese. it's the only cream cheese i'll eat and it makes any bagel taste good - i swear! my jewish grandmother from brooklyn trained me well haha

have you ever tried archery? i did once on a first date! it was a nice way to get to know someone. i was actually pretty good to my surprise

favorite fruit? pineapple

favorite swear word? fuck - it's so versatile!

do you have any scars? i have a scar on my left breast from when i had a cyst removed when i was 16. i checked myself like they told us to do in health class and i actually had a lump. it was benign, thankfully

are you a good liar? i'm a very good liar, yes. i don't know if it's because i'm a performer, but i've become alarmingly good at it. i really want to stop doing it though. typically i only lie to avoid confrontation or when i don't want to tell someone my mental health is not great

what’s your personality type? i forgot so i honestly just took a test and apparently i'm an infp-t. the mediator. based on the description, it's remarkably accurate.

what’s your favorite type of girl? a loyal friend, honest when honesty is needed the most, makes time for their loved ones

left or right handed? lefty!

favorite food? i really love thai drunken noodles - i just had them last night and it's definitely my comfort food dish

are you clean or messy? i like to think of my habitat as organized chaos haha. i have some clutter, but i keep my space clean. i think i just have too much stuff!

favorite foreign food? i love good chinese food - thankfully i have a lot of options in new york. however, i also love mall food court chinese food once in a blue moon. it's its own thing in my opinion haha

how long does it take for you to get ready? it depends where i'm going. i could get ready right now in 10 minutes to go to the drug store and not care what i look like, but if i'm seeing friends or going to an event i usually take an hour or two to shower, blow out my hair, put on makeup, get dressed (and possibly change outfits a few times)

most used phrase? "no problem" - but usually there are problems lol

are you a good singer? i would never "make it" on broadway, but i am a skilled singer. training has helped tremendously and the right technique can make such a difference. i had the amazing opportunity this year to challenge myself when i was cast in a production of "titanic" the musical (not based on the movie! ahh) and it was so great to go back to my roots singing classically since the musical is more of an operetta than traditional musical theatre. so, in short, yes - i am haha

do you sing to yourself? i used to all the time when i had my own apartment, but now that i'm living at home again i feel a little self-conscious so i save it for the car. i don't know why i can sing in front of hundreds of people and be fine while the idea of my dad or brother catching me singing terrifies me, but i guess being weird comes with the territory of being a creative-type

biggest fear? my parents dying

do you like long or short hair? on myself? i grew out my hair over the last two years and i really love it. however, i reaally need a trim to get rid of the dead ends. but i've enjoyed having shorter hair too - especially in the summer months

are you into gossips? i work for a theater and i'm deeply involved in my local theatre community so gossip is inherently part of my day-to-day life. however, i've learned the hard way that it's always best to not get involved, be kind, and try and remain respectful for people who are unkind

extrovert or introvert? i can adapt depending on situations. if i know i need to buck up and put on a face for the sake of mediating a problem or something i can definitely conjure up "extroverted jaime," but i definitely am an introvert by default

favorite school subject? i loved english. i would write witty titles for all my essays and sometimes even include a graphic for the cover page... which probably explains why i'm a social media content creator now

what makes you nervous? i've realized the root of my anxiety is when i am dealing with the unknown - whether it be the outcome of a heated meeting at work, if my doctor's office will actually get my prescription to the pharmacy in time, or anything that leaves me waiting for an answer. i want immediate resolutions and i know that's not realistic

who was your first real crush? a guy at theatre camp who ended up being gay... and an awful person

how many piercings do you have? just my ears. i had a nose stud, but i took it out for a show years ago and it closed up because i lost it. i'd like to get one again in the future, but it depends on the office environment of my next full-time job... which i am currently looking for

how fast can you run? "no." - the person who filled this out expressed my answer perfectly.

what makes you angry? life treating bad people well

do you like your own name? i do, but i wish people would spell it correctly because that causes all sorts of issues. people assume i'm "jamie" when i'm "jaime" --- this season of the umbrella academy really turned me on to the "jayme" spelling though. or maybe i'd like "jaymee" --- i'm too lazy to ever change it, but i'm tired and i barely know what i'm typing at this point. i do not recommend pulling all-nighters for absolutely no reason

what are your weaknesses? i care too much about what people think about me. i have trouble staying productive and focused on work unless it's something that comes easy to me like creating graphics and writing copy. i'm overly sensitive to mental and physical stimuli (which can be good because i'm very empathetic and creative) and i can lose control at times

what are your strengths? i'm empathetic, creative, and passionate. i have a really good support system in my family and close friends. and, oddly enough, my sensitivity. i wrote that it can be a weakness, but it's the reason why i'm so emotionally moved by theatre, music, and films. it's the reason why i can find a deeper meaning in texts and in life in general

what is the color of your bedspread? it's dark grey, but i just ordered a mint one that will be good for days when it's not quite hot enough to turn on my air conditioner