I have officially cut the ties.
You are not in my life anymore and it feels good, kinda. I needed to just let go and realize that you are just another girl that proves my point in the fact that best friends are one of the rarest things to find.
Can I just say that my first best friend left me for another "better" friend then me, my second left me for drugs, and the third left me for a boy. Yep, I have pretty much felt the rathe of it all. why do I even use that word so loosely? Never again.
I swear I am not posting this for anyone to feel sorry for me, just simply to come on my blog a week, month, or year from now and know I have the strength to get through stuff like this.
Anyways, Paramore just shuffled on and is so relevant to my life.