#blockmelody

You look up at him, looking up at him for hope, for security, for something.. All he can do though is shake his head, and pat your shoulder. “I am so sorry..” He whispers before walking out of the small dainty room, leaving you alone to your thoughts. You immediately get dressed, your movements slow, thinking everything out, trying to get your mind off of that. You grab your purse and get out of the room, meeting Tom in the waiting room. He looks at you, meeting your grave face. He sighs immediately wrapping an arm around you, kissing your forehead, beginning to walk with you out of the doctor’s office. He drives you both back to your shared flat, sitting in silence the entire way. You look out the window the entire time, holding back your tears. Tom occasionally looks over at you and sighs his hand reaching out placing it on your thigh as he drives, finally pulling up to your flat.

He shuts off the engine, getting out and opening your door for you, helping you out. He locks the car, walking with you up the stairs, unlocking the door to your flat. You slip off your shoes your coat falling from your hands as you set it on the table with your purse. You walk away from then, walking towards your shared bedroom. Tom frowns looking down tears welling in his eyes. He immediately puts all of your things away as well as his own, going into the bedroom then. He watches you from the doorway, watching as you lay there, completely in silence, still in your clothing. He watches you grip onto the sheets, as if they were the only thing holding you here anymore. He says nothing, taking a few steps forward and crawling into bed behind you, his arms wrapping around your waist. A sob lodges in your throat, tears welling in your eyes. You were so strong.. But not anymore.. You couldn’t fight it anymore..

The sob finally escaped you, and you immediately turn around burying your face in his chest. You scream your heart out, sobbing hysterically, blabbering over and over to him, clinging to him. “I’m sorry.. I’m so sorry.. I’m so weak.. I cant… I love you…” You sob, sniffling. He let you cling to him, saying nothing in response. He held you tight, kissing your forehead, gently stroking your hair and rubbing your back. “It will be alright.. I’m here… We’ll fight this..” He whispered softly holding back his own sob. You shivered in his arms, soon passing out, your body not being able to take it anymore. “I’m so sorry..” He whispered as you slept in his arms. He watched you as you slept, memorizing each little freckle, each little pore, each little imperfection that he loved so dearly.

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Several days later you returned to the hospital, Tom staying by your bedside the entire time. He held your hand, speaking to you the entire time, telling you funny stories, trying to keep you with him. Never once did he break down. Not in front of you. He squeezed your hand, watching you, watching you slowly drift away. Soon he was alone. He stopped talking, your name stuck in his throat. He broke down then, immediately moving onto the bed shaking your arm. He cried over you, sobbing, clinging to you, as if this time he was the one who could disappear without holding onto anything. They left him like that, left him screaming your name over your bedside. They watched him mournfully, tears welling in the nurses eyes. The doctor walked in, escorting him away as they carted your body off.

 “Isabella..” Frigga hums as she walks in through the grand doors of your bed chambers. She smiles at you watching you, admiring you. “You look absolutely amazing my dear..” She said as she took several steps towards you nodding to the maid who then walked away. She stood behind you watching you in the mirror. “You are perfect for him you know.. You bring out the best in him… You two were made for each other…” Frigga spoke softly, almost emotionally. “Come, sit.. I came to give you something..” Frigga said smiling then moving before you as you fixed yourself, sitting down on the small bench that sat in front of the wooden vanity set. She grabbed the small wooden box that she carried inside with her then and opened it, slowly removing a small tiara from within.

She looked at you then and slowly placed it on your head, making it fit perfectly in you curled hair. “Beautiful..” She whispered which made you blush. She moved aside then letting you look at yourself in the mirror.  Your eyes widened a gasp escaping you . “M.. My Queen…?” You gaped as you looked yourself over in the mirror. The tiara fit perfectly on your head, matching the dress. The tiara shone in the light, twinkling. “It is for you.. As a becoming princess of Asgard.. I wore it when I was first going to become queen..” She smiled then. “It is almost time..” She said moving then nodding at the maid who opened the doors once more heading out, two guards in uniform, holding their swords entering after her. “You will be walking yourself, two guards walking behind you.. Smile.. That is my only advice.. I know you will be amazing..” Frigga commented kissing your forehead as she walked away. You looked at yourself tears welling in your eyes. You tried calming yourself fanning yourself with your hand. “Dear gods..” You whispered to yourself standing then. You straightened yourself out then and nodded to the guards. The guards walked out letting you walk before them. They walked beside you in the halls, all the palace empty besides for the kitchen and the grand hall, all already ready for your wedding. Your wedding… Your wedding with Loki.

You loved him ever since you two met, meeting by chance. Though once he saw you he also fell in love with you, falling in love with your kindness, with your beauty. You smiled at the thought almost giggling when you remembered your first kiss with Loki. The guard to your right looked at you raising an eyebrow and you stopped yourself mid giggle, your face dropping instead a small smile appearing in its place, as if you were smiling to yourself. Soon the three of you stood before the grand gold doors leading into the grand hall. You took a deep breath then hearing the trumpets and soon the doors opened. You stood behind the pillars with the guards waiting for your time to completely enter and begin walking down the aisle.

Loki stood at the alter in his armor, forcing himself to look forward, knowing he was not allowed to look back to see you as you walked. He stood in place though secretly he was bursting with joy, crawling out of his skin. Thor stood beside him regal as always. He shook his head at his brother seeing the fake composure. He chuckled then patting Loki’s shoulder. “She looks beautiful brother..” He whispered to Loki which made him swallow hard.

You began walking the guards several feet behind you. You smiled as you walked your hands folded as you did. You wished at that moment that they allowed you to carry flowers though knowing Asgardian tradition you weren’t allowed to. You sighed inwardly though your smile only brightened seeing Loki. Your heart leapt at that as you neared him, soon only several feet away. You cursed the grand hall for being so long. You soon stood right beside him each of you turning your heads facing each other. Loki gasped starring at you his eyes wide soon tears welling in them. You smiled at him blushing as his eyes roamed over your body. His hand soon found yours as you both looked forward once more, both of you smiling at the Allfather, he smiling back, your fingers intertwining with each other. An hour later, the ceremony finishes, the crowd cheering you both on as Loki suddenly dips you moving to kiss you lovingly, passionately. He smirks as he moves up his eyes dark with lust. “Isabella.. You look ravishing..” He purred as his arm tightened around your waist. You blushed at that looking down the sound of his voice turning you on.  So he began leading you out of the grand hall to the dining hall.

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Several hours later the feasting and partying ended, though you and Loki were already gone running down the hall together both of you laughing, the mead already in your system. Loki hummed suddenly moving and picking you up bridal style. “Perfect..” He smiled kissing you gently as he carried you towards your newly shared bedchambers. You giggled nuzzling his neck placing a small kiss there your nose then nuzzling his chin as you watched. He opened the door with a flick of his wrist the doors opening to reveal a large four poster bed, dark emerald and gold satin sheets adorning it with large pillows. The room was grand as well, as if they were the King and Queen themselves. You gasped at it looking up at him then. “By the nines..” You both said making you both chuckle. He carried you over the door barrier then and continued walking inside the doors closing behind you both. He carried you to the middle of the room then setting you down. His arms wrapped around your waist your arms wrapping around his shoulders. “Loki.” You breathed looking up at him as he looked down at you. “Isabella..” He murmured as he suddenly leaned down capturing your lips for a much needy kiss. You moan softly into the kiss as his hand makes its way up your back to the back of your neck gently tipping your head back as he begins kissing down your neck gently nibbling on the flesh shown. He looks back up at you and you smile the blush tinting your cheeks making you rosy. He flicks his wrist his armor disappearing to his trousers and his under shirt.

He moves behind you then pulling your curled hair to the side. He begins kissing down your neck which makes you shiver, goose bumps appearing over your flesh. You smile tilting your neck to the side letting him have more access. He purrs against your skin then and gently grabs the clash of the dress that attaches to hold up against your neck. He unhooks it then and begins unbuttoning the small white buttons that leads down the back of your dress. He kisses along your skin, over the flesh that becomes visible as he unbuttons the dress. He moves back up his hand traveling up the small amount of skin available to him, back up to your neck. “To think.. This piece of cloth is holding back what I desire most..” He smirks then and moves then his hands moving to your shoulders under the dress slowly beginning to slide the dress off your body. His breath hitches your breath faltering as the dress slides to the floor leaving you bare besides the lacey undergarments that were provided. You blush looking down your hands going around your torso, hugging yourself. He moves closer to your back kissing along your neck once more. “Beautiful..” He breathes against your neck then. He begins leading you towards the bed turning you around. He moves gently pushing you onto the bed pushing you upwards as he crawls above you. His shirt and trousers disappear leaving him in only his boxers. He leans down and begins kissing you slowly. He hears your gasp which urges him on as he feels your arms wrap around his neck.

He flicks his wrist your lace undergarments disappearing as well as his boxers. You look away blushing like mad which makes him reach up gently cupping your chin making you look at him. “I love you Isabella.. So much.. You are so beautiful…” He whispers his other hand moving gently caressing your waist. He leans down once more kissing you again, waiting until you relax. Once he feels you relax he begin kissing down your neck down your chest. He gently bites down against your collarbone marking you making you moan softly. He goes down to your breasts then gently cupping them in both hands, massaging them. He leans further down taking a taunt peak into his mouth gently suckling it, doing the same to the other.

You gasp arching up into his touch your eyes staying open though watching him, anxiously. He continues down the front of your body, slowly, lavishing your body with his kisses and caresses. He moves down your waist past your hips gently nibbling the flesh there. He smirks then and raises your legs slightly, pushing them open as he does, placing one leg on his shoulder. He leans down to your core nuzzling your inner thigh. He sighs against you making you shiver a small whimper escaping you. “Loki…” You whine which makes him smirk up at you. His tongue sneaks out then gently flicking it out over your swollen numb. His tongue curls around your clit making you gasp and moan your hips arching off the bed. His hand goes across your hip holding you down as he gently sucks on your clit nipping it gently with his teeth. His hand grips your hip slightly as his tongue travels lower along your folds, teasing your entrance. His hand moves closer to you and slowly he slides his finger along your folds gently massaging your clit. He teases you, playing with you which makes you cry out half in pleasure, half in annoyance.

He groans hearing your curses and your moans immediately he slides a finger into you beginning to lazily thrust it in and out of you soon adding a second and third finger, preparing you. Once he hears you cry out saying you cant take much more of it he places a kiss on your clit going back up kissing you roughly. You moan into his mouth tasting yourself on him. His hand slides down his member slightly stroking himself as he aligns himself with you. He slowly begins entering watching you the entire time, within moments he is fully seated within you. You moan softly wrapping your legs around his waist pulling him down for another kiss. He smiles into the kiss making you giggle. You nod then and seeing you do this he slowly begins thrusting into you, his thrusts even. He moans feeling your heat surround his prick. He makes love to you, slowly, sensually, his hands caressing you, your bodies molding together, sliding against each other’s. Your moans mix with his, his lips kissing along your neck, skimming along your jaw. Soon you both reach the brink of ecstasy, both of you falling hurdling over the edge, coming together. Your limbs entwined as he moves you both to your sides pulling you closer. His and your pants fill the room as he kisses you once more. “I love you so much my darling girl…” He whispers against your lips. You smile back at him, nodding. “And I love you Loki…” You whisper back, closing your eyes nuzzling against his chest.