#blk_lotus

I'm planting new seeds

Mining my gem garden with newbies.

I plant the connection of a divine counter part.

A true work of art whose a match for my soul & heart.

No drama just peace, respect, & loving unconditionally.

Great sex is a plus, but I desire REAL INTIMACY.

Courtship, friendship, brotherhood/sisterhood

Mothering and Fathering

& if need be, we can seek counseling

Someone who feels me beyond lusting & I him.

Someone whose truly confident & loving.

A travel buddy who enjoys snuggling & adventure.

Ambitious, himself, knows his wealth

Abundant & genius in his being

& truly compliments me & has a life of his own.

I plant the seeds of a tight soul tribe.

Beautiful eccentric mix of the Divine.

A group in which our destinies are aligned

Celestine Prophecy, they encourage me

To pursue the journey that's mine.

Open to receive these connections in time

Beyond the veil, I seek this pleasure that is mind.

I plant the seeds of prosperity.

To work less & make more currency

Four hour work weeks

Digital assets instilled in plastic

Sustainable homes like tiny mansions

Rent them out like air bnb's

Micro Villages

Tree homes and domes

Eco Nests & Yurts at best

Land to call my own.

Creative writer in my zone.

Selling books & art alike.

I need 

Honesty, 

Reciprocity

Authenticity

And friendship.

Are you hearing me?

Communication please.

I can articulate my needs,

But is this felt mutually, or just me?

I’ve been working on my abundance streams

And my well-being. I enjoy studying my-story (mystery)

The more I study me, the more money flows to me

I know it’s weird to describe it in that way 

But inner work truly gets one paid

Like materializing into the 3D

From Source thoughts came

I began action taking

Intuitive guidance

Steady ascension

Slow and steady

Remember?

All is forgiven

I had to truly

Express my

Feelings.

I never really thought I had fears

Until I glanced at a clock

Simutaneouslily feeling shock after shock

To my head. Anxiety slowly creeping in.

Coaching myself through each breath

That this is not the end.

Be cool like ice cold because time is infinite.

Desiring a new life fully focused on the present.

Realizing from self reflections that

I've been terrified of truly living.

So I just decide to flow more

Connect with my inner guideance.

Be open to receive with my heart

so I can know more.

Source got me,

Communicating to crowds her compilations

She sends me to write parables & poetry

Sometimes through music and spoken world stories.

Time seems to fade when

Wanting you to open your mouth to hear the proof.

I’ve been feeling you since start

& how you move,

But just curious if you have an open heart to truly love?

You always liked bitches because they came with challenges.

Do you want love or toxicness?

Is being in my life longterm just like you said?

I’m focusing on my son & my bread.

Tell the truth.

Is it other women you want to bed?

I just want one daddy for me & little man.

This go around I require the best.

No drama, no mess, unless it’s bomb sex.

We all got options, but I want my legs around your neck.

It’s just your temp I have to check

I don’t tolerate disrespect,

Just a soul partnership

Honesty, integrity, don’t you hold back nothing. Give me faithfulness & loyalty

No fronting.

No controlling.

Can we not assume & use emotional intelligence in the moment?

Tell the truth. Speak your mind.

Your heart be saying something.

Telepathic connection

Saying it through music, but never verbally expressing.

I’m just wondering what your truth is.

So don’t be trying to flip it. I see straight through you nigga.

Do you want me or nah? Are you still stuck on your broad?

I’ve become a little cold. Do you think you can keep me warm?

I loved you before you had money to your name Mr. Quion.

We made love to our own quiet storm,

defying social norms.

I felt the best when you held me in your arms.

I always thought my first born should’ve been your first son.

Tell the truth.

Is it me & you?

I want to ride & “be present with you”

in the retreats of your mind.

If we can grow rich together,

We can storm any weather.

Planting seeds into trees to block the UVs

Understand.

It’s been some years since I’ve been truly touched by a man. I missed the stroke of your hands,

massaging my inner thighs

Before you slide yourself in.

I sense your secrets you don’t tell that I’d not dare spread. Just tell the truth.

‘Cause I want you.

I want to bare your first kid.

Speak life into you & heal a bit.

Go back to Costa Rica & chill a bit.

Let’s not let fear in.

Strong solar plexus my friend.

I know you require space,

I give you all of it.

Just remember, I have a child

& require stableness

Without the revolving door of men.

So if you want another sis, we all getting it in as a unit or I’m seeing different men.

These days I’m more transparent.

No need to hide what I want

It’s apparent.

I want a man with spiritual gifts

Who match to my spiritualness

I require your energy in life’s shifts.

I get you’re a bit protective, but I can handle it.

We come with challenges to fine tune our greatness.

It’s always been you & me.

Iron sharpens iron.

Are you my reflection?

I just need you to say it with your lips papi.

I’d never neglect you.

The idea is security.

Home front biz

Detatchment from pop's tity

So I can fully live

I got money on the way,

Large surpluses.

My own crib

Debts to complete

Focus & steady

Like my heart beat

Returns on investments

Recycle ♻️ Rinse 💦 Repeat 🔂

There's money to receive

And not just at a 9-5

For 5 days a week.

There are various exchanges of energy

Such as trading,

Cryptocurrency

Digital Marketing

Blessing Circles

Sound communities to connect me

To the various aspects of Source

I couldn't reach,

But mainly I use my intuition

To secure me.

It's a journey with higher perspective

That I'm learning.

It's not the fact that I'm almost 30,

But honestly yearning for more

From intense situations

Often complicated filled with cycles

I come back to explore,

Similarly to stored memory banks of Dumbldore.

I'm just here.

Heart opened from healed torns.

Let it come together

My life's work in literature.

Constently reborn.

In route on purpose

To fear, I concur

Dealing with the real, not the surface.

Let it come together

Source knows, I've been patient

Letting go has been my biggest savior

Not worried about love

Because divine love stays here.

Just allowing it to all come together