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YEAH!! CHRISTMAS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!   EHHEAHA THIS THE SEASONN!!!! CANT WAITITTT!!! USUALly I WOUDL LVOE TO ASk for PRESENrts HAHAH i gues that PROablyl when iw as a kiD!! NOW it seems LIKe ig ot most of the stuff I ALready wanttt ANDNDDD I CAN ASk FOR NOTHING MOREEE!!!  THE BEST GIFT Should be CANDY CANE AND A CARD AHHAHA i donnNO SHALL ID O IT!!! HAOLY SO MANY PRESENTS flying AROUND!! AAAAAAAAA!!!  SEEEM liek evryone buyign gift for EACH OTEHRE i guess THIS IS SERCRET SANTA but IN A NOT SERCRET WAYYY EHEHHAA!! i DONt NEED MUCH JSUT UR FRIENDSHIp WOULD BE GOOD ENGOUTH ALREADYY :D  WOULd give all YA A GIFt butI ANT made OUT OF MOnEY!! GOING BROKE LATELY AAAA money FLying AWAY!!! HAOYL ATE CHIENSE BUFFET TODAY!! PRETTY GOOD!! dam THIER DEEP FRIEDS FOOD WAS DELICOUSSS!! AHHA OUR Family ATE So much so LONG proably ate ghalf the RESTUARANT AHHA JK!!!! DAMM PORK DUMPLINGS AND SPARE RIBS SOOOG OOD SKI ROUND TWO COMINGG!! ALL IS VINITED!!! BRing donation and LIFT ITKCET ONYL 5 DALLORR!! YEAHH snow VALLEY CYA THERE NIGS!!!  DAM I LOV DAILY BLOGSS!!! HAHAH EVERYone shall HAVe one!  SO HAPPY SOMEITMES I CRYY :D AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WORLD PLZ DONT ENDDDD!!!LIFES GUUUD 

OH MAN WHAT A RELAXING DAYYYY!!! NO WONDWER i Never GEt thigns DONE!! i AM A PROCRASTINAtorrrrrrrrrrrrr. MUHAHAH  . DOING ART ALL DAY BRA niceeee. hoaly cow why does it take so dam long!! got all the wrong colors WUt Eva YOLO.  GOTTA gET BACK on the HABBIT OF SCHOOL!! stiLL one MORE EXAm and it FEEL like evryhting OVER!! DANG man. AAAAAAA Woke UP EARLY TODAY To Send SOME ALARms OUT BUT I coudnt even TUrn off my OWN ALARM LMAO RINGING ALL DAY witht haat WHISTLE SONG AHHA AND I TRIED COVEring UP THE SOUNDW ITH my BLANKet BUT then I Coudnt turn the ALRAMR OFF!! OMG I HAVE TO UNLOCK the PHONE TOO to Turn it OFF GOD  woke up everyone PROABLLY!!! NIGA GOT ymself  a TIMS cup evemn thoguhti BArely drink COFFEEE ususaly jsut hot chocolate !!!! PRETTY Cheap and CONVENIANT. LOOks exactly liekt he cups u get ur COFEE IN!!!  HOAly SO much tims todayY!!! i usually Never go theret opOO!!!   HAHA such a GOOD FRINDS guys!!! ALWAYS ther FOR ME BRA!!! WE liek FAMILYY!!! GLAD TO HAVE YA ALLL.FRIENDS  R the BEST THIGN int HE WORLS im TELLING YA 

AFTEr tHAt dreadFUll day! Sings are getting Better! Im SO glad we could make it ALL better and abCk to where thINgs were! IM so AMAMzed how you took this in so perfected ANd fixxed eevrything All up!!! I M still sorry for causing any pain or hurting you in anyway! ;( . NOw that WE are stil FRIENds!! besT FEmale friends THIngs can flourish!! :D Just like how it ddid before all this HAppened! IM So hapPPyyy and GreatfuLL !!! I guess OFFically NOw i Have to EventuaLLy turn my feelings TOward ONe Specially LAdY! :D everythings gunan be all Straighten up soon! and eventhought i chose sa5m if i jhad to chase after ONe!! I want To StilL BE BEST fRANZzzz!! trsut me it wasnt a easy flip toss cion kinda choice! it was by the matter of a TINY specs taht made my deSicioN!! BUt now i guess the heart only will have room for one!! but BOkCHoy will always be in my head! in the BRAinnnzz!.

After Opening up to each other, the result was what if was assumed to be!!We discovered each others intent and feeling, but now its all fallin apart! WHAt we had was perfect, and not there simply nothing left! IM sorry elizabeth ;( it was all my fault cause i lead eevrything up to this. if there was anything i could do i would try to make everyhting better for u! MY worst fear and prediction was that you would get the “2nd choice” or option 2 feeling and i was right! i tried to avoid it or clearify everything but it jsut went all wrong. I want to find a way where it woud make things looke like the way it does! BUT you two are perfect! flawless and ideal! i myself try to convince myself to see it as two wonderful girls but i chose one over the other as i oculd only choose one. makaing this desicion was the hardest choice of my life! tbh i could pick either one of you and it would be no better than the other! Having u feel this way makes me feel likesht. IM sorry and i would say it another million times but you still might not be recovered! The pain i am causing you seems undesribale and very hurtfull! eventhough no action was made to samantha , i do not want to drag you along with me . As her side of the story is still unknown , i do not want to make a choice between you two after knowing both side of the story. i just want you to know i like you and i hope u would like me back.

IN my heart there is CURREntly TWo girls that fEll into MY WORLD!! HOALY are they both angels!DID they FALl out of heaven or whatt. THEY are the two best things that ever pumped INTO my LIFE! ANYONE who ends up with either one would bE A LUCKY PERSon! THEy MAKe mE MELt LIE BUTTER inside! and they are PERFECT! 4 CHAMBERS for two special ladies! <3 2 GOEs to Bok CHOY! (Elizabeth CHoy) WOW ! we went to jionor high school together and Met her again this year! AFTer talking to her it was HEAVnly good! VERY COOl and VERy AWSOME! ALSo she is someone that is VEry FUN to be around WITH! 2 GOEs to SAm (Samantha pham) DANG DID i spot her from a crowd above! TOo bad i didnt get to know you sooner! maybe it cause your one year younger and was with somebody else at that time BUT WEW! glaD IT turned Out this WAY! THE way U dres and the ability to get to know new people can CAtch ANYbody STarrring at U! AS I give mY lIKes to BOth these ladies i give them both half of my heart! You Two are what KEEp me GOIGn! YOu are the BLOod in me and you Pump ThroUgh My veins!!!HOpefully one day one of you will be mines