#bleeeeeehhhhhhhh

i have two emotions. having the absolute time of my life or completely and utterly consumed by shame

does ur own brain ever bully u until u cry because i want a fuckin refund

we got this just-add-beer beer bread kit in a gift basket at work and it is my Task to bake it, and i brought home a can of beer (which my coworker said tasted horrible) to use to make it, and i ended up drinking part of it bc the recipe called for less than a full can, and i can absolutely confirm that was the worst beer ever ew fuck

Guh. So I planned on going out today. I even got halfway ready. But I was standing in the middle of my room and just... 'I don't feel like it anymore.' Honestly, I haven't been feeling it since yesterday but I tried to push myself into going anyway because goodness knows I could use some outside time on my own every now and then. But fuck me, I feel like ass and I don't... care??? Right now??? Uggghhh... It's a long weekend too so being stuck home for three days straight is gonna fuck with me. I'll try to go out Monday if it's decent enough out, maybe, idk. I had to wear a jacket to work yesterday and I'm like ffs weather, it's September first, fuck you.

Ugh I kinda suck at Tumblr lately. Sorry guys, just been stupid busy and stressed in real life and I'm starting to get some serious writer's block on top of that. Everything should be calming down next week and then hopefully I can do something to get the ideas flowing again.

idk what to do for my birthday... like what can you really do for 20 that you couldn't do for 18 or 19

Tired and sad. I really just want my hot wings to be done and for it to be tomorrow. Definitely not how I was planning to start the new year.