Does anyone else get “words” stuck in their head? Like songs. But it’s just that one word repeating in your head. Todays word was “INTEROCEPTION”. I watch one video, with that word. And now my mind is obsessed with it!!!!

My "perfectionism" keeps me single...

Most people run the senerio of "getting together" with their crush. Me on the other hand run the senerio of them "breaking up" with me. What does that say about me?..

Where'd the confidence go? I seem to have lost it somewhere within the last 4ish months. I was so sure of where I was going and what I wanted. Now all that is gone. I keep worrying about who is still around. And who's gonna go next. I want to move forward. I dont want to worry about that anymore. I just want to start over. Find myself again. Gain control of everything. Build myself back up.

You can be in love with someone and not want to be with them.

I used you....

No matter how much I tell you what you mean to me. You'll never feel the same. And I'm just going to have to live with that. And just move on. I'm tired of putting myself out there for you. In hoping you'll still want me around. But I think it's pretty clear you don't.