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ok u know what. yes here's my favorites💅

But at the same time it’s still confusing. You’d think people would shame something like a piss or even shit kink more- that feedism and weight gain would be more ‘accepted’ and less ‘weird’ but it’s not.

It sucks cause it makes me feel embarrassed to have it whereas if I had a shit kink instead or something I’d feel less so cause people seem to shame that less?

Yeah definitely, but I personally think a big part is not only that, but also the fact that it’s “permanent”, which is, to be fair though, also an aspect I find interesting enough that this is partly what Gortcas is about.

Feedism is often not only a kink but also a part of identity for people. Not everyone, of course, and feedees more often than feeders because of obvious reasons. So, to many people that makes it “self harm for sexual pleasure”, which they cannot fathom or even *want* to be able to understand, may that be because of fatphobia, or general puritanism and sex-negativity, there’s just too many reasons that work and might be underlying and all of them have been getting worse in recent years either way

I’m not even trying to open a can of worms here again about this topic though honestly even if I do think about it a lot, it’s just that the general reaction to feedism is really odd and hostile because you *can’t* even educate people on it. They are unwilling to even have a conversation about it or see another’s point of view

I usually have multiple dreams a night so that part isn’t too crazy- but I had only two tonight and both this time were vividly gortcas.

The first was that you posted some really polished animation; Cas was a farmer, and Gort was his pig (like a hybrid).. He then briefly became a cow cause dream logic. Much things ensued. It was quite beautiful.

The second was they were at a fair of sorts and Cas was stuffing Gort with candies in a bouncy castle.. I don’t know.

lowkey made me giggle sorry that they infiltrate ur dreams anon. i will be real the pig hybrid is fucking HORRIFYING to me I just want him as a real pig💜 pigtash return NEOW

Hey, thank you so much anon, super happy anytime I hear someones been around for so long and still likes my stuff!💜 I CAN share something from back then actually, yeah

My Patreon was mostly WIPs/behind the scenes stuff but there were a few progress commentary things I made and still have. I‘m not much of someone that wants to teach anymore tbh and it‘s been quite some time since, so I‘m fine with just dropping these two here since they do still have some tips that may be useful

Obviously don‘t take this as a “how I draw currently 100%” though—both because its old but also because I genuinely have a different process every time lol

yeah! I used to say closest fit would be Troy Baker as Batman in that telltale game however recently it dawned on me that the bearded guy from that fucking twunk porn scene is . horrendously accurate . you know, this one

oh no you got it wrong, he's not a chaser but he IS a nastly little feeder! He's just not into fat, he finds it a gross thing to do to oneself. But he is into Gortash to the extent that he wants to own and possess him and make sure that he can't live without him