#blackqueer

To really love me is to understand me without explicit words.

Read my nonsense and see my truth,

Strip down to skin to warm me.

I will accept nothing less than this;

because for you,

id be selfish with their time, because id want them to be selfish with mine.

I feel a little out of place everywhere I go

with everyone I talk to. #Remindmethatimyours

I believe the friendship and love that i want is unrealistic, unattainable.

#iwanttobeknown

#iwanttobeone

You know of me,

you know about me.

You hear what i tell,

#Youfeelwhatishow

Get deeper,

Go harder,

love me to my depths and learn the way my blood flows.

#musictoyourears

#bassthroughyoursneakers #Rihanna

Bend me to your will;

#Katara ….

Devote yourself to my song and dance for me.

bury me in your soil;

stretch my limbs out in your

warmth.

he is my rain,

my rays

my fountain of youth.

talk to me sweet

talk to me sweet

talk to me sweet

love me at dawn.

drench me at dusk.

he can’t see above his branches

tenacity.

#theartoftemptation

#theartofwantingmore

@determination

Guilt. Greed. Sins.

They want to consume you

Cannibalism is a weird topic rn. shittalkers and eaters.

Lizards&reptiles.

@ thegeneralpublic . . …

#letgotolove

#exhaletoinhale

these two weeks have been hell,

back and forth between light and dark

Writing obsessively, trying to trickle instead of pour.

#Iveneverlikedtherain

So many people have been weird to me lately.

I allow the pain in. I call her forth. He bares his teeth n sinks them into my skin.

My time is coming, i believe its true.

Im focused. Im Preparing.

i wont let the negativity win, you have to alchemize it, structure it, make use of it. Dont suppress, dont wallow. Feel, Hear, Understand.

im meat,

im flesh. #Igotgotagain

Fish bones that get stuck in your teeth.

But its oh so tempting.

#SlabofSalmon

Your silence is telling.

Your disappearance hurts.

##Morethanitseems

I beg for softness.

Yearn for privacy.

I don’t want to be sexy.

Sensuality is an art,

but it feels like red paint splattered on me.

I don’t want to be seen that way anymore.

I want you to obsess over my mind. Pick me apart.

Self is the only one who will ever truly know you the way you do.

I wish i didn’t have to change myself to be treated like a Human. I want to be a kind, loved soul.

Kiss my depth. Not my surface.

inspiration, expression, truth, bared teeth.

the effort , the time they cannot get back, a peek into a mind that’s not your own. Art is a person’s true self. when the song being performed on stage is about you. when the poetry on their arm was written to you. when they start dressing in your fav colors more often. to be spoken to softly. to be loved to the point of invention. Creativity is attractive. Black creativity is a form of truth and depth. Devotion, passion, commitment. This is what sexy truly is.

tmasc4tmasc

poet4poet

artist4artist

lover4lover

black4black

creative4creative