#bitchblogging

You cannot transition from a forced position of womanhood into a position of womanhood. You cannot transition from a forced position of manhood into a position of manhood.

bruh i am so ready for a different job oh my god.....like i can’t even go to an eye appointment because they’re throwing shade at me for leaving early???????? like i feel like i’m seriously putting them out by asking for time off for a DOCTOR’S APPOINTMENT when the front desk can be perfectly handled by the other two ladies who work there......i just. okay. and they throw so much backhanded vague shade at me sometimes and i’m so uncomfortable 89% of the time ugh

so half the time i try to not let it get to me and i keep doing my best and work hard when they actually give me shit to do i can and try to stay lowkey

but the other half i’m like ‘THIS JOB AIN’T SHIT. FUCK YOU GUYS AND FUCK EVERYONE I DON’T OWE Y’ALL ANYTHING I DON’T NEED THIS STRESS IN MY LIFE’

maybe i’m just really annoyed by all the little things at this point....but it’s a job and it pays me a lot better than my old job did...i’ve received a few phone calls from places i’ve applied to for interviews but i’m super hesitant to quit because of the money tbh

BUT IF I’M NOT HAPPY WHY SHOULD I STAY

anyway in other job news we found out that this really sweet old man who came in all the time passed away on tuesday...........i’m honestly still not over it i liked him so much and i can’t wrap my head around the fact that he’s never going to come in anymore :((( he was truly one of the only customers i was always genuinely happy to see because he was so sweet and kind of kooky