#binding issues

think abt it again bc I just saw a post abt it but I hate that I can't wear I binder bc A) parents r lowkey transphobic B) I have heart/breathing/temperature regualtiuon issues and C) I'm a D-cup and I lowkey wouldn't like how it looked bc I would jsut be mad that my chest isnt actually flat.

And then I also hate the feeling of taping, which I know because I sometimes wear compression stuff/tape for my fucked up knees, and I Hate with a capital H how it feels on my skin and it lowkey gives me a rash bc I sweat alot

UGHHH and I don't like sports bras bc they don't actually give me any support and then I can't do anything bc it hurts to jump/run/do anything quickly

me: *wears binder to exercise in and for longer than 8 hours*

Hey, I'm a non binary identifying person. I'm worried my binder is the wrong size or doesn't fit me correctly. I've seen pictures of other people wearing binders and videos with people who aren't cisgender, some of whom have larger chests and their binders fit them well. Mine pushes my chest up such that I can't wear a shirt with a collar that isn't above my collarbones and it pushes some outwards, under my armpit. I get that it might just be the way a binder fits me, but on the off chance it's a sizing issue, I figure I'd ask you guys. Thanks so much for your help.

My new binders are arriving today. I bought a size smaller because my old ones are too large everywhere and I’ve lost 40lbs or so.

But, since I’m being tested for Celiac, I’ve been on a gluten diet and have ballooned up. And I’m really fucking angry because my brand new binders won’t fit until the gluten leaves my system and that could take up to a month. Ugh.

As some side notes: I feel nauseous constantly. I’m bloated up two dress sizes. My friends memorial service is on the weekend I was going to the outer banks with my not-dead, transphobic friend. And my mother offered to buy my breakfast at the last place I saw my Jess alive.