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Still thinking on this oc by one of my bffs @goldenblossom with Ruki. It was wonderful to work with you my angel, sorry for taking too long to post 😭🤌🏻❤️💕💕❤️ and the image is cut to focus on Fonty's face and just her.

One of my favourite works of art.

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Thank you! ♥

Selene wasn’t especially close with either of her parents, but she definitely had a better relationship with Ellen. Seeing her again, especially during what Selene thought was her mother’s last days, was really difficult to process, and it initially exacerbated some lingering resentment towards Alec. She was pissed that he was making her watch her mother die all over again, and she was hurt that he couldn’t have just talked to her without all the secrecy. 

Selene also knew that there was something bigger than her that needed to be done, though, and she tried her best to put aside her personal feelings to figure out why he needed her to be the one to take his place as Pathfinder. Her anger subsides a little when she learns the truth about her mother and lets it sink in that Alec did love his family in his own way, but it takes a long time to heal from it all.

Learning about the Reapers, however, ends up giving her a new secret to stress over. It’s not something she brings up to anyone while they’re battling that far more imminent danger of the Kett, but after they begin to find some stability in Heleus, she starts considering who to tell and how to tell them. 

Alannah has some similar reactions, but Alannah and Alec were a lot more antagonistic; Alannah often felt like she was never good enough for her father’s standards, which made his decision to pass the torch to her even more bewildering. She’s frustrated and confused after she learns he sacrifices himself for her, and she wants to be sad and she wants to mourn his loss, but her anger really blocks her processing his death.