#bienie

sitting on u like this btw

ok rude. I sit on u

thank u visdiefje 🥺 (tosses a little fish cracker ur way)

Do you believe in love?

(after love) YEA but i really dont think im strong enough (no) no but ok. ok. yes i do. love to me is in literally everything and if not for love i would not be here. like, love is the only reason i am alive. i fall in love a little bit everyday, with small rocks, city lights, wet asphalt, the way my friends laugh, the way they trust me and confide in me. the way water sounds, the way my favorite sweater feels, or the weight of my blanket when i go to sleep at night with a warmth in my heart. If i didn’t constantly have the little moments of love to keep living for i dont know where i’d be

What’s something you wish people would say or do when you’re having a really really bad day?

I think all i’d need was really just for them to be kind, and be tender. Be patient. Sit with me through it, even if i’m not at my most loveable right then. Be there for me, even if it’s roTTON work. And you know, joke with me! please make fun of me, especially when im sad!!! call me a silly little dingus and boop my nose, as i snot, and tell me that’s the sexiest i’ve ever looked. i like it when people dont treat me like im made of glass. I’m not looking for pity, im just looking for understanding

What are crushes like for you?

Because im so incredibly well adjusted - emotion wise - they’re not at ALL weird and confusing. But say if i WERE mayhaps a little bit cooky in the head... uhm... well, i guess, first off i rarely ever get crushes. It’s rare for me to meet anybody that i feel like i click with, or am able to trust enough... Usually i’ll make a friend and sometimes panic briefly in the start of the friendship, THINKING i was having crushy feelings, and then often find later on, that what i was really having were just feelings of warmth towards a new friendship. But when i KNOW that it’s an actual crush-crush that’s were things get real sexy and i start doing all my hot-girl-shit like overthinking literally everything i say and do around them, to the point that i sometimes render myself speechless in a very sad attempt to ‘perform’ and be the most likeable that i can possibly be... Instead of just being like... A regular person... Just lil’ ol’ me... And because im usually caught in awe of whoever it is im crushing on i’ll also gather massive feelings of self doubt and feelings of UNWORTHYNESS and then spiral further down into my gay little madness hole

Which berry best represents you as a human?

Hey Bienie, as always thank you for sending in an ask!! And such good questions yes yes

9. Favourite smell in summer?

I’m Australian so summer is when we get all of our really great fruit. I’d have to say either fresh pineapple or mango would be the smell I associate most with summer, and love too. Otherwise salty sea water!

20. Preferred place to write (ie in a notebook, on your laptop, in a sketchbook, post-it notes etc)?

It depends! Usually I’d say a notebook, but recently I’ve gotten really into post-it notes as a form of to-do lists. Every different thing I write in/on has a specific purpose

24. Favourite crystal?

This one’s easy - amythest! My mum is big into crystals and gems and has always had a special affinity for amythests and their healing power and so I suppose has passed that onto me

43. Hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

Cardigan, hands down

76. What’s your favourite potato food (ie tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips etc)?

Potato bake!!! Like the layered potato slices and cream and cheese and (drools)

Well I'm not too superstitious, but I knock on wood a lot