Here ya go hun. Your first kiss scenario with Josh. I’ll follow up with Dino if I can but I’m afraid I can’t promise anything 

Walking down the empty streets in the afternoon, rain pattered softly against your purple umbrella you surrendered to Joshua.

Really, you got the whole gentleman thing wasn’t just an act for the camera with him, being he was raised right, but you weren’t raised to be dependent on him or any one for that matter; it was just an umbrella, you didn’t get why Josh was so insistent.

“Josh, are you okay? You look tired, did you get some rest after that V-live last night?”

Joshua nodded “Of course.”

Bold-faced lie. He hand’t gotten a wink of sleep; he’d been up all night, going back and forth from his bed, to the living room with his guitar, to the kitchen. At some point Sungcheol came out telling Joshua he was being too loud and exiled him to his room where’d he’d been too loud there and got pillows thrown at him for it. He couldn’t help it, he had been too excited at the prospect of his first date with you but then he’d been nervous.

Ha. Nervous?

More like he was a complete wreck after realizing if he messed up he’d not only ruin his chances with you but ruin the friendship he’d built with you since you two even knew the concept of friendship and you would most likely hate his guts and never talk to him again and he would become nothing more than a bad memory, that guy who’d given her a horrible first date and ruined romance for her to the point where she would curse his name forever.

Was that exaggerating? Nah.

“Oh so I suppose the BB cream and concealer is just for me and not those gucci purses beneath your eyes. ” You give him a knowing look, making him feel guilty for lying in the first place. “I’ve known you since before either of us could walk Hong, you can’t lie to me” You click your tongue in disapproval; stopping  right in the middle of the sidewalk and step in front of him.

He tries to say something but you take his hand in yours and your touch sends electricity running up his arm, ties his stomach and tongue in knots a boy scout couldn’t figure out. You looked up at him with a glint in your eyes, the faintest hint of a smile playing on your lips behind the stern façade you were putting on. His heart pounds in his chest at how close you stood to him and he can’t tell if it’s because of the rain and limited area of protection the umbrella provides or if it’s because you want to be near to him. He hoped it was the latter.

“Honestly Josh.” You shook your head in mock disappointment but the corners of you mouth were twitching. “What do I have to do to convince you to take care of yourself?”

His breath catches in his throat.

“You know what.” You grin, taking a step closer. “I think I know.”

You kissed him.

He drops the umbrella, hands finding a better purpose in your hair  and cradling your chin. The rain around you goes from the light drizzle it’s been since the morning to a downpour but neither of you care. In the moment of your first kiss, nothing else mattered but each other

So I’m new here.

I’m Rain and I having nothing to do in my life. 

Yes that is my real name, no I am not Jung Jihoon, I’m not even a quarter as hot as he is, I mean damn.

I’m a writer. I love it, it loves me more than the people around me ever have (the angst tho) and it’s just so much fun to be able to create something that leaves people in tears, with broken hearts or with ones overflowing with joy. To be able to weave tales laden with real and raw emotions that will leave people lying awake at night just thinking about it. To be able to touch someone’s life with just a few words put into a paragraph.

But maybe I’m getting over dramatic here.

I’ll be handling some of your requests, namely EXO I think because those boys have decided to invade my life and never leave for some reason and have continuously tortured me with all their slaying, stripping, and just their existence in general. Like legit, can you please keep your goddamn clothes on?! I didn’t need this in my life! I didn’t ask for this!

Ehem.

That said, I hope I can write for as many of you as possible not just for EXO but also the other groups I love. This blog is actually something I go onto a lot, just to read and entertain myself even though I need to punch a wall to “feel manly” again when I do. I will do my best to satisfy you (that doesn’t sound dirty at all), and I hope you can bear with me for now. If not, well there’s like five other people who can probably do a lot better, try them.