#bi1ly

"Protecting me and keeping things from me because you're not sure how I'll react are two seperate things," she explained. "That's how it feels sometimes, and it may not be intentional... I'm not in your head, so I don't know, but... Just be honest with me. I can handle whatever you throw at me."

She looks over to Billy and smiles. "You know you still seem pretty far away to me." She whispers before reaching over the three sleeping kids to take his hand. "But I love it too- I missed it."

❛ we should do this more often. ❜ she’ll comment with an ever growing smile. ❛ make more time for us. between the band & julia . . i think we deserve a night or two where it’s just us. spending time together. ❜ they’ve fallen into a comfortable sway , ‘round & ‘round as the song plays on a loop. leaning in, camila presses a tender , loving kiss that lingers onto her husbands lips. pulling back , she shows a smile. ❛ i love you, y’know ? ❜ it never hurts to be reminded. ❛ you’ve done so many amazing things , billy. we’ve created a family of our own . . . it’s been the highlight of my life to see it happen. to support you & your dreams. ❜ despite the hardships , the fights , the rocky moments. ❛ i’m proud of you. of us. ❜

                        ❝  wooow, if it isn't a rock god himself. aren't i blessed.  ❞ the tattooed female grins as she looks over at the male.  ❝  come to see the show ??.  ❞

" i will always care, billy. that is my ticket in this life. always caring about you and this family - nothing changed that. but i think it's time to come home, if you're ready. " she didn't want to be the one who told him to end his dreams, but she'd always wanted to be a part of the dream. her and their girls. " i'm not giving up on this life, on you or our family. don't quit either. it's you and me. "

she feels a shudder running down her spine every time his gaze lingers a little too long on the girls outside their van. she's not a big believer in the unwritten rule ; what happens on tour stays on tour. & she most certainly doesn't believe in watching her friend, her family, her best friend's husband – slip further & further into the abyss. a little more every day. she's heard it all before – it was just a groupie. they were only talking. she kissed him. it all happened so fast. & she'd like to believe billy knows better than to feed her any of that bullshit. but what he says does hold some truth. " you're goddamn right it wasn't. " accent slips a little stronger as her frustration grows, arms folded across her chest as she watches him wipe lipstick off his face. " dunne, i say this with love. " gaze softens, but only under the weight of utter disappointment. " get your fucking shit together. & if you want to set your marriage on fire, do me a favor & don't do it in front of me. "