Thinking about the fact that Owain might die tomorrow and only then, when someone removes his armor for burial, would the sacrifices he has made be known.
Thinking about Mae sobbing over his body, the first time she has truly seen him like the way he saw her.
Thinking about Scott doing his best to heal the wounds that were freshest when he was slain.
Thinking about Kitty realizing just how strong the second most perfect knight must’ve been.
Thinking about Graecie wishing she could’ve gotten through his tough exterior, both physical and emotional, sooner.
Thinking about Shan staring at the face she remembers from all those weeks ago, counting how many more new scars had appeared.
Thinking about Eloise wondering if this was somehow another thing she got wrong.
Thinking about Nom standing away from the rest of the members of his kingdom. Thinking about Nom thinking about how many of those scars were his fault. Thinking about Nom thinking about how things would’ve gone if he had told someone weeks ago. Thinking about Nom thinking about how he must truly start to pay his own penance.
Thinking about whether or not I’m going to regret posting this.
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I don't know how I feel about this drabble. I don't think it's my best work, but it's whatever. I just need to get these brain worms out. @stormsincoming you're the only other person I've seen talk about this au so I'd figure I'd tag you :]
Owain, despite his claims, was a cat. Kind of. Technically, he was half-Tabaxi. He had cat ears, he had a cat tail, he had whiskers and eye slits and fangs and claws. Otherwise, he was a normal human, when he ignored the instincts, which he had become an expert at. He thought his other half was human, at least. He couldn't truly be sure on account of not knowing either of his parents.
Arthur had always encouraged Owain to do what his instincts demanded from him, but many of those things would be unbecoming of a knight. A knight was not supposed to scratch things, climb random things and perch, or nuzzle into soft, warm things. Mordred made that very clear when he found Owain curled up in the library, purring softly. It was weird for someone so human to do things so animalistic.
When Owain arrived in Bannerfall and donned his very cat-inspired armor, it became much harder to ignore his heritage. His helmet constantly pressed down on his ears and rubbed at his whiskers. His armor held his tail tight to his back and was too clunky to pounce or climb in. It was horrid, if Owain was honest. But the worst part was the constant teasing of him being a cat or "Big Kitty" as he had been dubbed in recent months.
He was not a cat. It was insulting to even imply as such. Of course, no one knew of Owain's heritage, so they were not intentionally insulting him, but it still grated on him. No matter how much he denied it, people insisted on referring to him as a cat. Any self respecting Tabaxi or half-Tabaxi would be insulted by such a claim. And, despite Owain not wanting to acknowledge his half-Tabaxi status, he was insulted by the claim as well.
He was especially insulted when the first thing Shandrea said when she confirmed that she had seen his face was "You really are a cat!" Owain, against his will, had hissed at her, before quickly clenching his jaw. "You even hiss like a cat!" She had squealing.
"I'm not a cat!" Owain huffed. He was slowly becoming more distressed as his ears desperately pressed against his helmet and his tail pressed against his armor in an attempt to flare up and make himself seem bigger. "I'm... I'm half-Tabaxi," the knight carefully admitted. "It is incredibly insulting to compare a Tabaxi to the common house cat."
"Oh, I'm so so sorry. I had no idea," Shan sounded a bit panicked as she tried to rectify her statement. "I will never do it again, I swear. I'm so sorry. Is it also insulting to call you Lion?"
Owain considered it for a moment, "I do not believe so? If it is, it does not insult me. You don't have to stop. I would actually prefer if you forget this entire interaction happened and act exactly as you would if you did not have this information. Good day."
And just like that, Owain turned away to retire to his house for the evening and to desperately beg the Knight God for not being able to properly restrain himself.
hiiiii Misfit the hate people are sending you over smp analysis is really crazy so I had a more positive ask!!^-^
it’s not a romantic ship, but what’s your opinion on lionfish duo? Shan and Owain were some of my favourites and I really liked their interactions especially during the masquerade:)
Thank you so much for the ask! It made me feel much better and restored a bit of my hope in this blog :)
I love lionfish. They are one of my favorite Owain duos right next to goldenheart (Mae&Owain) and lionkitty (idk their platonic name.) I think they are both so good for each other, more explicitly with Shan, but still just as much with Owain. He hasn't really had friends or called anyone a friend for 7+ years at this point. The fact that Shan forced the best friend label onto him was one of the best things she did for him. It forced him to accept that someone genuinely cared about him, wanted him close, and considered him good enough to be a friend. I think the finale fight shows it pretty explicitly too---Owain was so concerned every time Shan went down and always tried to get to her in time to get her up. Their friendship is so important to me. Owain would never have developed or opened up (even if many would consider it only a little bit) like he did if it wasn't for Shan and her forcing him to be his best friend.
Lionfish supremacy, honestly. One of the best duos and NOT talked about enough smh
As I'm trying to catch up on all the Bannerfall POVs that I want to watch outside of Owen I decided I need a list. So.. three-ish hours of work later I have this sheet that I will be updating frequently. I figured it would be helpful to others if I share it, so here you go :)
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