Jan 25, 2025
i have whump/dd and angst and hurt/comfort ideas that i’m too scared to share lest the hoes sabotage me
#the hoes are my nasty filthy brain worms#tw vent#i guess#tw addiction ment#and tw drug ment#beyond this point#i know i don’t have to share every single piece of ff i write#and i know authors generally don’t have to explain themselves when it comes to their work#i just wonder where sharing or creating at all is/isn’t conducive to healing yk#half the reason i do this anyway is because the community and the connection means so much to me#i’m at such a strange place in my sobriety/recovery and i feel like i sometimes want to write whump/dd involving drugs. bc. i miss drugs.#but then i’m like channeling it is better than relapsing#i just wonder if anyone else would benefit or feel seen by like hurt/comfort around addiction#i don’t ever wanna seem like i’m glorifying drug abuse in my work#anyone else in recovery feel like you have to stifle everything in your life not just your art just so u don’t think about using again#idk#is this a safe space
