#betterthenme

On august third, she ruined the world for me., My Sweet Sweet Valerie. One look in her eyes and nothing could compare, No nothing could compare to the way her dark brown eyes pierced straight into mine. Oh how you’ve ruined love for me, My Sweet Sweet valerie. One simple kiss from her soft. pink lips and i was done, i knew from that moment she was the one. Her porcelain like face and her boyish ways, lead a sweet bitter path that day., Ever sense August third, A sweet voice saying.’I’m yours’ is all I’ve heard. Please listen My Sweet Sweet Valerie, love is just too hard of thing for a heart wreck thing like me. “Trust Me” She says, as if trust is just a game, and maybe it is but to trust her heart is to betray my own. Her words stay clear in my mind and how her words bring me the comfort I’ve been forever longing to find, So why can’t i accept she is love and there is nothing left for me to hide behind. Someday i hope my words make sense and she’ll find the closure i never truly left. Dear valerie, You have been everything to me, I beg of you, I’m on my knees, please accept my shaking and slurred apology., I’m just not the girl i need me to be. i hate to hurt you, i hate even more to leave you, you’ve been my breathe, my air, my heart when it can’t beat, Im just so sorry i cant beat the demons the have made a home inside my head, Let me Let you go so you can find the things you need, Know that i love you., For You are my sweet sweet valerie. She handles her darkness way better then me, i wish myself would let me stay long enough so she could teach me not to fear, every time real love comes near. My life is lonely and i can’t seem to change that but the days i had her, where unforgettable to me, All i ask is, Never lose your passion for everything you love, The way i could see it pour out your eyes, That made you so special to me, My Sweet Sweet Valerie. ~e.s.