Dad, maybe one day weβll wake up and this all just be a dream.
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Dad, maybe one day weβll wake up and this all just be a dream.
βGrief Diary #9

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Alexandra Daddario, through her roles
Gone too soon
Gone too soon, Fly to the moon, Find a place in the stars, Where you always belonged.
This is what we say, And it pains me but hey, What if I were more honest instead ?
About the anguish in my heart, And all the lasts, That I had with you without really knowing that it was.
What if I talked about That gnawing regret, That if I had known, The lingering what ifs, Had you stayed a while more, The terrible hope, That this is all just a farce, That this nightmare is soon to pass.
But I couldn't take it. It would be too much to bear. So I'll stay a little longer, Wishing you well, On your journey ahead, Into the unknown.
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About grief, about living on after life.
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Β Sits next to them and wraps them in the jacket she 'borrowed' from Wilson with her. It's cuddle time.
THEIR SMILE IS GENTLE AS EVER Once the clothing was felt to drape over their shoulders , although he feels some slight hint of WORRY upon the realization that the coat in question is not ONE OF THEIR OWN . β β Thanks Wendy . . . we hope he doesnβt look for it anytime soon-- . . . β β HE WISHED THEY COULDβVE SAID MORE , small talk maybe , spark one of those childlike conversations they do OH So often within the corners of their tents , hidden under uncomfortably bristle straw rolls , but whatever it may have beenΒ - was quickly forgotten once She scooted closer to them . - THEY SIT Still for a minute or perhaps maybe even two while they wait for her to get comfortable in her own ways , arms held up , held frozen mid air - and those eight white eyes watch her with a friendly warmth & brightness to them . SHE SEEMED TIRED , Than much they could tell , hence no wonder thatΒ When considering HOW QUIET SHE USUALLY WAS She appeared to remain even more silent this time . Now sitting with crossed legs the cold cheek of the otherβs being squished against theirs would come as a surprise - but that the too unpleasant kind . A NEAR SILENT GIGGLE , And a gleeful ( but somewhat weak ) smile would be seen painting their features -- and a paw would now get carefully placed around Wendy whilst they relax underneath the aforementioned jacket . Eventually he will fall asleep as well with her , itβs been a long day for the both of them .

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The first time you watch someone die is a surprise because wasnβt death supposed to be silent? In between the wails & screaming sirens, you find yourself bumping into uncomfortable thoughts. Β Funerals are for the living. Lavish performances for the soap operas of everyday lives. Maybe some people deserve to die.β¦
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I say I'm on a spiritual path right now but part of me is terrified I'm losing my mind and having delusions.
Something unusual happened to me the other day. I am currently going through a really rough patch and at this particular moment in time I was feeling hopeless.. having complete pity party.
I was crying and asked the universe (in my head) to show me a sign.. anything.
And a thought popped into my head that was not my own, telling me I was being shown signs, all of the time. This thought was accompanied by flash backs of all the synchronicities and spiritual experiences I'd noticed and felt since my dad passed away and I instantly felt happy... can anyone who is spiritually inclined related to this? I'd love to hear other peoples experiences