#bensedin

Here's the thing, while yes it is fucking amazing to pass your exams, it is not the end of the world if you fail them. Imagine it this way, some people pay 500 dollars for a driving test and preparations for it and still fail them. Some people study for two months for an exam and still fail it. Some people study abnormally for a college entrance exam and still dont get into a prestigious college. Some people pay 200 for FCE or Advanced and still fail them. What do these people then do again? Take those exams again or continue to study. It isn't the end of the world. You aren't an embarrassment for not getting a 100.You know what you are? A human. A human who fails and still gets up and continues to grow. It is okay. It is life. In life you will have failure and success. The most important thing is that you decided to do something, to study, to expand your knowledge and the most important part about that is that you are satisfied and happy you are learning something, no grade no score should ruin that for you.

I might be reaching but isn't it weird how many white boys have Calvin Candie as their profile picture on any social media.... I always give them a side eye like isnt he a slave owner

I want to get over that fear of failure that keeps me away from reaching my goals. In fact, the main reason why i constantly procrastinate is because i am scared that the end result won't look how i imagined it to be. That i will feel such disappointment and dissatisfaction with my hard work that i will lose spirit to work. So i really need to work on that fear because this procrastination will make me closer to the unwanted result.