#bendykin

Fictionkin if allowed : ink demon (I don't rlly care if it's batim or batdr) with themes of ink bottles and the color black?

i hope this is ok ^^

Maybe it's for the best cause' I'm less likely to be treated like trash for being me. I just love attention too much and am chasing the past again.

I'm probably mostly just missing folk from my source, I need to cope better. It'll only hurt me not letting go, and I might even end up neglecting the things happening now. Still, it's so much easier said than done.

If any of you are still out there somewhere I hope you're okay. Sorry you had to read my silly rant.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this, I just wanted to talk about my feelings a bit because I'm lonely.

- Bendy

- @bendyy-blog

honestly i think they're different depending on the shift i'm in!! since i come from multiple timelines an' have different forms in each one, they're all different in their own way but i'll tell ya the most common ones i experience! i'll usually get phantom limb shifts like my tail, horns, claws + gloves, bowtie, etc (i can also easily imagine those limbs being there when that type a' shift happens!!)

then i'll get mental shifts an' usually if it's an ink bendy shift i just have this weird desire ta' be more animalistic such as feelin' a prey drive and wanting ta' hunt somethin' down, do quadrobics (it's also fun exercise), feel as though i should be more powerful, feel more emotional about certain things an' people i once knew, sometimes feel like doin' the mouth jittery thing like how i actually do in game, etc (i do have other kintypes than this which also makes sense,, but also even though i get these animalistic urges i'd NEVER actually try ta' harm anyone!! i'm very much aware of my own actions) though i also can't remember if i've had any actual toon bendy shifts or not but i do remember gaining an actual vivid memory of bein' in that form once (though i never saw my full body but still) so that's pretty neat

both kinshifts also make me wanna talk with either a new york/brooklyn or new jersey accent despite me not actually growing up with that accent completely though i have kinda learned it ta' be able to do comic dubs an' stuff (that's also why i have the typing quirk!! though most a' the time i just type normally but it's fun usin' this y'know?)

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TFW you start kinning as a way to cope with dysphoria and general identity issues, but due to mental illness and having trouble with separating reality from everything else, you become even more dysphoric because you’re not a cartoon ink demon

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