#ben hasncom

Title: You Won’t Break Me

Summary: Losers Club Big Bang fic 2021 - The Losers Club has been the Losers Polycule for a year, but one member has been too nervous to partake in most of those activities. That is until he realizes just how much it means to one of his partners and really hears him out.

Tags: Polyamory; Poly Losers; Body Image Issues; Non-sexual Intimacy; First Time Bottoming; 

For the Losers Club Big Bang 2021 ! @losersclubbang​

i have these charms on preorder until the end of december! collect all seven tokens and kill an interdimensional murderclown. 

queer commandos, chapter 5 - my gaydar is impeccable

stanley: So…

el: so…

Except from my Stranger Things/It: Chapter 2 crossover fix-it fic. Read here [x]

It was that afternoon, they had all returned to the townhouse after the quarry and he silently went up to his room. After he showered and changed, he was crying so much he ended up dry-heaving into the toilet, curled up on the tiled floor of his ensuite. He was shaking uncontrollably, wrapping his arms around himself and hugging tight. He left him down there. He could never forgive himself.

Intense grief turned into furious anger. He hadn’t wanted to leave Eddie. They made him. They pulled him out of there. All of them, they forced him out of there.

“Honey, he’s gone,” Bev had said, but was he? Did they really check? Maybe he still had a pulse. Maybe there was some way to save him. Mike had the fucking ritual bullshit knowledge, maybe there was some fucking magic they could do. Bring him back.

We can’t leave him. But Ben and Mike grabbed him by the shoulders and pulled, yanking him, forcing him away. Even at the street, all of them held him back from lunging into the collapsing house on Neibolt Street.

In the quarry they joked. They laughed. Jesus Christ, even Ben and Bev fucking—

Suddenly Stan’s voice was in his head from all those years ago; hysterical, frightened, but stubborn.

You’re not my friends. You left me alone.

Loser’s Club-I Lived

Aight so I know nothing about the books so if anyone has info on this theory (and pennywises origin) lmk pleassseee

So during that scene where Bev is drinking tea with pennywise that old woman it’s implied that her “father”, the man in the pic is pennywise.

So this man is probably pennywise somehow (or at least a disguise pennywise wears, again idk book origin of pennywise)

So this man is probably bill skarsgard in old man prosthetics and makeup (probably, idk)

And then later bill skarsgard seems to be taking his makeup and prosthetics off

Assuming the other man is indeed pennywise, under the makeup will it be a young bill skarsgard, the way he looks now, or will he look like the man in the pic???

friend: you better not play trash

me:

title: pretty much dead already

pairing: the losers club x reader [ platonic ]

summary: you get ‘taken’ by It instead of Beverly, and your friends do all they can you bring you back. In the end, of course it would be something so simple.

warnings: one curse maybe? angst sorta. but mainly fluffy!

The Losers found you hovering several feet above the rocky floor in a dark underground cavern, mouth parted in a silent scream and ghosts clouding the colour of your eyes.

At first, they froze, pausing somewhere between cold, flooring shock like they’d just had ice water tipped over them, and a total, paralysing horror, because God, none of the illusions or monsters It had stitched together for their own personal anxiety could compare to this.

You looked pretty much dead already.

After that beat of paralysis, that one second that flashed like the muzzle of a shotgun, they clamoured to rush over, footfalls going a mile a minute as they stampeded over to your floating frame with a desperation so scarcely seen in kids so young.

Eddie was the first to yell. “Y/n! Can you hear us?” His squeaky, terrified, throaty little voice couldn’t break through to you.

The other followed, jolted into action, shouting your name like a mantra with growing desperation as Stan and Mike, the tallest of the lot, reached up to grab onto your calves and attempt to pull you down.

You weren’t yanked, as they were probably all expecting - you drifted, like you weighed nothing, a helium balloon covered in a child’s sticky fingers held down fast by a weight at the end of the string.

As they successfully pinned you down so your feet were flat on the ground, they almost wished they hadn’t. Your face was perfectly expressionless - not one line in the skin, not one muscle holding tension - lips gently parted, eyes wide and unblinking, hair seemingly weightless as it ghosted over the cage of your head, brushing your skin like feathers. But worst of all were your eyes - pallid and clouded, staring straight ahead, your usually bright irises packed with cold ghosts and cold tears as you stared straight through them all, like they were just seven more wailing kids to the ones already in your head.

“Y/n!” Mike tried this time, his strong voice ricocheting off the cavern walls, but to no avail - Beverly, on the brink of tears, reached out, grabbed you by the shoulders and shook you roughly, hysterically, until Bill murmured for her to stop.

Richie blinked at you, eyes wide because Christ, he hadn’t planned for this. He’d just assumed - well. That everything would work out. Because it did, didn’t it? Things worked out in these types of stories. Only it wasn’t a story. You were here, looking like a goddamn corpse in this freakish cavern with dead children floating in a frenzied spiral, up and up and up until the mysterious white light swallowed their little figures. Just another in the graveyard.

Their pleading voices rose into a cacophony of choking, hoarse, broken pleas and sobs, hand grabbing your arms, face, trying to wring some feeling back into your light puppet body.

Eddie was the first one to cry.

“Y/n!” he cried, hoarse and squeaky, tears cutting tracks down the grime and dust on his face. “Wake up!”

This seemed to set off a chain reaction - in a few seconds, Richie had turned and stumbled a couple feet away from the commotion to scrub at his eyes with the edge of his flannel, Bill’s and Mike’s eyes grew brighter in the dim light, Stan’s closed his eyes and pressed his mouth into a stoic line, Ben’s lower lip began to tremble in earnest and Beverly began sobbing into her hands, staggering backward and crashing to the floor.

“Y-Y-Y/n,” Bill called desperately over the din, too panicky to be embarrassed that his voice was breaking. “C-c-come on, you - you can’t l-l-leave us now, we n-need you! We can’t - we can’t - we can’t do this w-without you, Y/n.”

Nothing. Your pale, stoic gaze kiltered on straight through him, and finally, the noise ceased save for Bev, Richie and Eddie’s stifled cries, and Bill dropped his head onto your shoulder in despair, drawing comfort from the crook of your neck like he did when Georgie - when Georgie...

A moment later, Eddie dropped to his knees and grabbed your wrist, pressing his face to your hand deliriously, reminding himself of the times you’d gently stroked his cheek to coax him to sleep, fingers running through his hair till he shivered.

Mike sniffed, and his arm draped itself round your left shoulder, reminiscent of the time you’d half-dragged him to the emergency room after Bowers had aimed a baseball at his left knee and effectively crushed it under the wood.

Riche drew in a stammering breath as he wrapped his skinny arms round your stomach from behind and pressed his damp face into your shoulder, feeling the warm comfort of you like he did on cold, lonely sleepover nights when his brain wouldn’t shut off for long enough for him to drift off.

Now surrounded by trembling bodies, Stan made do with draping an arm round Richie’s shaking shoulders and grabbing your hand through the gap between the trashmouth and Mike.

Beverly and Ben followed suit, the former clinging to Bill’s hand with one arm and the other skating through your hair that she so loved to ruffle, and the latter content to put a supportive hand on Eddie’s shoulder and, with shaking fingers, reach out to touch your arm - the only part of your body visible to him through the gasping, shaking coffin of people packed around you.

As soon as all seven of your friends were touching you, however, something changed.

Beverly, hovering over Bill’s shoulder, saw it first, albeit through a vision blurred with tears. You blinked.

She inhaled a stuttering gasp, mouth parting to explain, bit she didn’t have to - next second, you seem to jolt like someone had plugged you into a live electric current, your body spasming in a second, head thrown back as you inhaled a rush of warm, damp hair for what felt like the first time in years. You blinked the cold out of your eyes as you panted, filling your empty, aching lungs, and as soon as the cloudy white fled your vision, you were met with the sight of your best friends peering at you in a dark, cavernous room with wet eyes and faces simultaneously startled and so, so sad.

“Guys?” you manage to dredge up, and your voice is quiet and throaty but there, and there’s a moment before all seven of them let out joyously disbelieving exhales and barrel into you, arms squeezing you in a hug so tight you can’t breathe. You have a face full of Richie’s curls that smell of passion fruit shampoo and Ben has inadvertently punched you in the jaw in his haste to embrace you. Beverly is crying into your shoulder and Bill is rubbing soothing circles onto her shoulder with one arm and grabbing you tight with the other, looking dazed and deliriously happy all at once. Mike coughs and ruffles your hair, Stan lets out an oddly hysterical, breathy laugh and buries his face in the crook of your neck.

You are a pile of limbs and laughs and tears, and even if you don’t know exactly what had happened, you could get a pretty clear picture from the way your friends looked at you - like they were assuring themselves you were really there.

Eventually, your huge group hug cracks and drifts apart, Eddie hanging back to give you one last hug so fierce it squeezes the air from your lungs, and you look round all your friends with a smile that you hope doesn’t look too overwhelmed.

“Hope you guys didn’t kill the clown already,” is what you manage to choke up, and a collective laughs bubbles from the group even though it wasn’t that funny.

“We waited for you,” Mike offers weakly.

“Figured you’d want the honours,” Beverly reiterates, cheeks flushed with joy and tears.

“Well, then.” You force the tremble out of your hands and look around your assembled best friends.

“Let’s go kill this fucking clown.”

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