#bemylove

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Niki just stood there. He turned around and saw Jungwon and Sunghoon walking up to him. “Why is everyone staring at you?” Sunghoon asked. “I accidentally hit Y/N with my locker door and when I asked if she was okay...she ran away...?” Jungwon raised an eyebrow “What...? Why would you hit her?” “It’s not like I did it on purpose!”

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Once you were out of the school gates you dropped to the floor. “Oh my gosh....that was so embarrassing.” Lena snickered. She had known about your crush on Niki for while. “Well you interacted with him.” Lena teased. “It’s better than your usual of just staring from afar.” You glared at her, “Let’s go.”

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You woke up the loud sound of your phone alarm. You groaned. After the incident with Niki you never wanted to show your face in school again. You stumbled to the bathroom. You brother came out just as you walked in. “Why is you face uglier than usual?” He said walking past you. You were used to comments like that so you just ignored him, until you saw yourself in the mirror. You had a red bump the bridge of your nose. You sighed and decided to put a bandaid over hoping it would conceal it a little bit.

When you got to school, you and your brother parted ways. You two had one rule: at school you don’t know each other. As you walked you hoped you wouldn’t see Niki. You successfully made it to class. You sat down next to Lena. “Hey Y/N!” She chirped. “Is your nose okay?” You nodded. “Are you okay?” You put your head down, “No....” you muttered “I’m beyond mortified....I mean who runs into a locker and then runs away?” “You do.” She replied. You and Lena had a very playful friendship. You had known her since you were eight. You knew she never meant any harm in her teasing.

“Hey, did you hear for gym we have another class joining us.” She said changing the subject. You shook your head, “Why?” “Mr. J is absent today.” You hummed in response and let roll off your back.

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You and Lena had all but two class together. Luckily gym was one you had with her. Which was good because she could safe you from embarrassing yourself. You two walked out of the locker room and into the gymnasium. When you walked in you saw the class that was joining yours. You saw Niki among the other people. You stopped and walked right back out. “Y/N?” Lena followed you. “What’s wrong?” “Niki’s in Mr. J’s class!” She looked back in and looked back at you, “You’ll be fine. Just try to avoid him.” She linked your arms together and dragged you back in.

Ms. K blew her whistle behind the class. “Alright class, as you can see today we have Mr. J’s class with us. Today we will be doing laps on the track. Once you complete ten, you may walk around or go play basketball.”

To your luck Niki hadn’t noticed you yet. When you arrive at the track everyone gathered at the starting line. When Ms. K blew her whistle everyone started.

You and Lena were on your tenth lap when Niki saw you and called your name. You looked at Lena with a panicked face. “Just run!” You whispered to her. As you ran faster. Niki stopped and just stood there confused.

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“Yo! Niki over here.” Jake called out in the cafeteria. Even though his closest friends were in other grades, he still got to see them at lunch and during Dance Club. He sat down next to Sunoo. “So what new bro?” Jay asked. “Well, yesterday I hit Y/N with my locker door an-...” “I remember and then Y/N ran away!” Jungwon interrupted him with his mouth full. “Jungwon, close your mouth!” Heeseung scolded.

Niki rolled his eyes, “Anyways...I hit her and she ran away. Then when I saw her in gym today and she ran away again, and I know she saw me.” “Maybe you’re just repulsive” Sunoo shrugged. Niki shoved him off the seat. “Niki, next time you see her, just try and apologize.” Jake said, stuffing some food in his mouth. “Dude look, now’s you’re chance.” Sunghoon said pointing to you across the cafeteria.

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“I am starving.” You sang as you sat down at a table with Lena. As you started eating another one of your friends sat down across from you. “Hey guys!” Lily said. “Y/N....what happened to your nose?” Lena started to laugh. You gave her a look, “I ran into Niki’s locker yesterday...” Lily stared at you, “Niki..? As in the guy you’ve been crushing for over a year?” You looked down and nodded. “Well that’s one way to talk to him.” “That’s what I said!” Lena exclaimed. Lena nudged you, “Don’t look, but Niki twelve o’clock.” Lily instantly turned around. “Lily, I just said don’t look.”

You saw Niki coming over. How could one person be so pretty? You didn’t want to face him, “I’m gonna go...” You whispered. You slid your tray to Lily and got up and scurried away. “Hey what about-...ohh free food.” Lily said.

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Does she have something against me? Niki thought. Did I do something to offend her? What you didn’t know was, Niki has actually been crushing on you as well. It started at during the middle of last year when he noticed that you came to all the of the Dance Club’s performances. He thought of you as his good luck charm. Before every show, he would secretly look at the audience and when he saw you there, his nerves calmed. Then when he saw you were his locker buddy this year he was even more excited. Niki always wanted to talk to you but neither of you had the same classes and he was kind of scared. You were like a goddess to him. So beautiful, so kind, and untouchable.

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When the last bell rang, you rushed to your locker hoping to not run into him. As you were gathering your stuff, you felt a tap on your shoulder. You turned around and saw exactly who you didn’t want to see. “Hi Y/N.” Niki said shyly. “Umm...I just wanted to apologize for yesterday...I-...is that a bandaid?” Niki covered his mouth. “Did I hit you that hard..? Oh my gosh...I’m so sorry.” “Niki, I’m fine. You don’t need to apologize it’s my fault. I mean who runs into locker? Me...” You chuckled trying make him feel more at ease. Niki smiled, “Umm...so...you don’t have to say yes but...uhh...I really want to try and make it up to you and...I was uhh...wondering if you wanted to get dinner..? My treat.” You were stunned. Were you dreaming? Did Niki just ask you to hang out? “You don’t have to..” “I would love to” You said smiling. “Really?!? Wow...I didn’t expect you to say yes. I have Dance Club practice until 4:30. You’re welcome to come watch.” “Yeah, are you sure I’m not intruding?” You asked. “Nah, it’ll be more fun.”

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As You and Niki walked into the the Music Room, his friends started giggling. “Heeyyy Niki, who’d you bring mmmm? Sunoo teased. Niki rolled his eyes. He took you’re hand and led you forward. “Y/N, this is Jay, Heeseung, Jake, Sunoo, Jungwon, and Sunghoon.” “Hi, I’m Y/N. I actually know who all of you are...I mean who doesn’t. But wow....you guys are much cuter up close.” You eyes widened, “Did I just say that all out loud...?”

Sunoo walked over to you and put his arm around your shoulders. “Y/N I like you already, I love anyone who acknowledges my beauty!” You laughed. What you didn’t see was Niki sending daggers at Sunoo. The boys thought it was adorable to see their little Niki getting jealous.

Watching them practice was so cool. Who knew people could be so talented. You danced with two left feet. You eyes always went back to Niki. He looked so focused and so passionate. He danced as if his life depended on it.

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When practice was over Niki walked over to you and said, “We’re done for the day. Are you ready to go?” You nodded in response. “Sooo where are our two love birds going?” Heeseung teased. The other guys turned around and smirked. “We’re not love birds and I’m just making up for hitting her.” “Right, but you never know where love takes you, hehehe.” Niki took his towel threw it at Jay. He took your hand and left.

“So what are you in the mood for?” You asked. Niki put his hand on his chin, “Hmmm, what about fried chicken?” “I’m down.” “Great! I know this great place next to my old dance studio.” Niki said excitedly.

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The walk over was full of awkwardness. You wanted to talk to him but you didn’t know what to say. Also, how could he look so handsome in the sunlight? Walking into the restaurant, you were engulfed in a warming smell. A older lady came rushing over and hugged Niki. “My Niki! You’re back! I’ve missed you!” “Hi May!” She looked over at you and smiled, “Who is this young lady?” “I’m Y/N. It’s nice to meet you.” You put your hand out to shake, but she pulled you in for a hug. “I don’t do shakes, I do hugs.” May had such a sweet warm energy to her. She felt like a grandmother.

“So Niki, is this your girlfriend?” She asked. Niki shook his head, “No she’s just my friend.” You blushed. Niki said you were friends. “Well I’m going to get your usual, but don’t let this one go! She’s a beauty!” She patted your check and went to the back. You and Niki sat down at a table. “Sorry about her.” He said rubbing is neck. “It’s okay, she’s sweet.” “But she is right....you are a beautiful.” You felt like your heard was gonna beat out of your chest. Niki just called you beautiful. Was he flirting? You’re mind was going all over the place.

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Over the next few weeks You and Niki got a lot closer. He would wait at his locker for you before school and then walk you to class. You guys would walk home together and when you could you would go to his dance practices.

“So, I’ve noticed You and Niki have become besties.” Lena said as she sat down next to you in the court yard. “Yeah, I guess.” “I guess? You mean yes. You are almost attached at the hip.” You rolled your eyes at her exaggeration. “Are hoping he’ll ask you to the Valentines Dance?” You looked at her, “Oh my gosh...I completely forgot about that. When is it?” “This Friday. Why don’t you ask him?” “Nah, I don’t think he likes me that way.” You sighed. “Are you serious? Anyone with eyes can see he likes you that way.”

When school was over, You started thinking. Maybe you could ask him? That wouldn’t be weird right? You could just go as friends. Or does he like you? As you walked out of the school doors, you saw Niki and another girl talking. You started to head over but stopped when you heard the girl say, “Niki, I really like you and I to ask do you wanna go to the Valentines Dance with me?” Well there went you chances of asking him. “I’m sorry, but I already have someone I like and I’m gonna ask them.” Niki replied. The girl looked down, “Okay, I understand.” “But I hope you find someone to go with.” He said walking away.

Niki liked someone, you thought. You felt this pain in your heart. He was allowed to like someone. You can’t stop him you told yourself. It just hurts.

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The next day at lunch, Niki came over. “Hey guys. Y/N can I talk you for a second?” You looked over at Lily and Lena. Lena rubbed you back and whispered, “Just see what he has to say.” After you went home yesterday you called them up and told them what happened. Lily tried you cheer you up and saying maybe you’re the one he likes, but you told her you highly doubt that.

“Want do you want to talk about?” You asked as you walked into the hallway. “Umm...I wanted to know if you were going to the dance on Friday?” You remembered what he said yesterday. You didn’t want to go because it would hurt to see him with another girl. “Probably not.” You said. “Oh okay. Are you coming to watch practice today?” “No, I have a thing today, bye.” Niki was taken back at your bluntness. As he watched you walk away he noticed you seemed really upset.

Over the next two days you tried your best to keep a distance between you and Niki. You would rush out of school earlier instead of waiting to walk home with him. You stopped texting him and when you saw him in the hallway you would walk the other way. It hurt you to avoid him but you didn’t want to deepen your crush when you knew he liked someone else. Whoever they are, they’re very lucky, you thought.

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Friday afternoon Lena and Lily came over to your house to get ready for the dance that evening. “Y/N, please come tonight.” Lily pleaded. “Please come! I got a ticket and brought you a dress. You can’t miss this. Don’t mind Niki. We’ll have fun, just us three.” Lena said giving you puppy eyes. You thought for a minute and smiled, “Alright.” The girls cheered and hugged you. “Let’s do this!” Lena said holding up her curling iron.

You wore a light pink lace dress with spaghetti straps. It fell just above your knee. Your shoes were a rose gold heel. Lena curled your hair and did a half up half down down hairstyle. Lily did very light makeup, with pink eyeshadow to match the dress.

Lily’s Dad dropped you guys off at the school. You walked to the gym with a knot in your stomach. You felt guilty about blowing Niki off the past few days. You decided whoever he’s with, you should be happy for him. Looking around for a minute you finally spotted him. Seriously how could he look so good in a tux. His hair was styled to where his forehead was showing and wow...he look...wow. You wanted to go talk to him but you were worried he wouldn’t want to talk you anymore. Honestly you could see why.

“Y/N come one let’s dance!” Lily said as she pulled onto the dance floor. You tried to let lose and dance but your mind kept wondering to Niki. You kept stealing glaces at him. He seemed to be having a good time, but you didn’t see him with anyone yet, just his usual friends. A few times you caught him looking at you as well.

After dancing for a bit you decided to take break and get a drink. You saw a girl walking over to Niki. Maybe that was his date? You tried to non suspiciously walk over. “Hi Niki.” Niki smiled in response. She tucked her hair behind her ears. “I saw you’re here alone...do you wanna dance?” “Thank you, but I’m okay. Enjoy your night though.” He walked back to his friends table. The girl sighed. Her friends came over to her, “Don’t feel bad, we heard he said no to all the girls who asked him to dance tonight.” That made you feel a little better, but who did he want to ask?

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“Niki who do you keep looking for?” Sunghoon asked. “Who do you think? Y/N.” Jay said sarcastically. “Look there she is.” Sunoo joked. Niki’s head whipped around, “Where?” “I’m just kidding.” Sunoo laughed. “Haha...” Niki said sarcastically. “I just don’t know why she stopped talking to me, I thought we were going somewhere.” He said sadly. Jungwon patted his friend shoulder in sympathy, “Try talking her to night.” “No, she’ll probably just ignore me again.” He still kept looking for you. He spotted you come in a little bit later. You look unreal to him. How could one person hold so much beauty. The way you’re hair framed your face and your dress perfectly complemented your body.

You looked like you were having so much fun without him. He tried dancing but he kept focusing on you. When he could he tried to look at you without being too obvious. A lot of girls tried asking him to dance but he rejected them all. He didn’t want any girl, he wanted you.

“Niki” Jake said, “if you’re not gonna talk to Y/N, I’m going to matters into my own hands.” Niki thought for a second. “Okay, I will.” Jake decided walking away. “I didn’t say-..” Niki started but Jake was already at your table.

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You sat down at an empty table and eventually Lena and Lily joined you. “Whew! That was exhausting.” Lena said flopping down. “Can I have some of you’re drink?” Lily asked as she took it and finished it. “Why ask if you’re gonna take it?” You laughed. “Alright everyone,” the DJ spoke into the mic, “We’re gonna slow things down. Grab your date and get on the dance floor.” “At My Worst” by Pink Sweat$ featuring Kehlani started playing. Lily sighed, “I think we forgot to get dates.” “Hey we don’t need a date, we can dance with each other.” Lena stood up. “May have this dance?” She said holding out her hands to you two. “Actually it looks like Y/N has someone coming over.” Lily pointed to Jake. “Hi ladies, Y/N can I have a dance with you?” The girls pushed you forward, “Yes she will.” They said in unison.

Jake took your hand and lead you to the dance floor. He put his hands on your waist and you put your hands on his shoulders. “So why’d you ask me to dance?” You said raising your eyebrows. “I wanted to talk to you.” He said. “About what?” “Why did you stop talking to Niki?” You sighed, “Honestly?” Jake nodded. “Because I’m selfish.” Jake gave you a confused expression. “On Monday...” You continued, “I heard him talking to a girl and she asked him to the dance and he rejected her and said he already had someone he liked and wanted to go with.” Jake grinned, “That’s all?” “Yeah” You said quietly. “Go talk to him, you’ll be surprised.” Jake said gently. “But I don’t think-...” Jake put his finger on your lips, “Shhhhh, just go.”

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You gathered up all the courage and went over. Heeseung spotted you coming over and tapped Niki. He looked at you and hesitated, but he came over. “Hi.” You said. He had a stone look on his face. “I’m sorry Niki.” You looked at the floor. “Why? Why did you stop talking to me?” He asked. “Because I was being selfish. On Monday I heard you talking to the girl who asked you to the dance and I heard you say that you liked someone and it hurt me....” you fiddle with your fingers, “it hurt me because I like you and I didn’t like the idea of you being with someone else. I was only think about my feelings and I’m truly sorry. Whoever you like, I’ll like them too. I want you to be happy.” You looked back at Niki and saw him smiling. He stepped towards you and took your hands, “Thank you. I’m glad you want me to be happy. But you wanna know something?” You nodded. “You’re the one I like. You’re the one I wanted to ask.” You stared at him. Your brain was trying to process this information. Did Niki just confess to you? Did you just confess to him? “Y/N, will you go the dance with me?” You blushed and smiled, “I would love too.” You pulled him in for a hug. Niki whispered in your ear, “You look stunningly by the way.”

“I can’t stay here....I’m not part of a couple.” He sighed. That gave you an idea. “Hey, not to be weird or anything...I know we just met and you don’t know my name....but I wanna stay and I need someone to be a couple with?”

The boy thought for a second, “Uhh...sure why not. We can friends.” You clapped with joy and held out your hand to shake, “Hi, I’m Y/N. I’m here alone because my boyfriend dumped me two days ago.”

He shook your hand and said, “I am Heeseung. I got dumped four hours ago.” That took you for loop. You thought no one could be in worse situation than you but you were wrong. “Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry. If you don’t mind me asking...what happened?”

“Well....I was getting ready to leave with my ex, Irene and she suddenly told me that she had been cheating on me.” You covered your mouth to hide your gasp. “That bitch.” You said. “I’m sorry Heeseung, but we shouldn’t be sad anymore. Let’s have some fun!” You and Heeseung headed to your room.

When you opened the door, you were wowed. The walls were a light easy on the eyes yellow. The room had a sweet tropical theme. There was one big king size bed. The bathroom was to your left. On the far side in the room there were two doors leaving to the balcony. You ran over and opened the doors, you were greeted by a breathtaking ocean view. You jumped on the bed. Heeseung followed along. “Let’s try and have the best time this week.” You said looking at him.

“What should we do first?” Heesung reached for some brochures on the night stand. “Ohhh, look they have swimming with dolphins!” You exclaimed. “Let’s gooo!!!” He yelled. You changed in your bathing suits and headed out.

When you got to the water, the instructor guided you both in. The moment you got in a dolphin came up to you and started swimming around you. You giggled and looked over at Heeseung. He had two snuggled around him. He smiled at you. The whole experience was so fun. The dolphins were soft and so sweet. One particular one kept following you so you named her Summer.

After a long day you and Heeseung headed back to your room. You flopped on the bed, “Wow...what a day.” Heeseung chuckled, “I know. You know what we should do....” “Order room service!” You both said in sync. “And...” you continued. “A MOVIE!!!!” You both yelled! While Heeseung ordered you went to take a shower. You had actually had fun today. Which a was first since your breakup. Before you had stayed in the room doing nothing but wonder what the other person had that you didn’t. But today you didn’t think about him or that at all.

The food arrived when Heeseung was still in the shower. You thanked room service. You went over to knock on the bathroom door to tell Heeseung the food was here. When all of a sudden the door opened and you faced with a wet haired and half naked Heeseung. You froze. “Uhh....foods here.” You whispered and slowly backed away. You hoped he didn’t see your growing red cheeks. The two of you enjoyed a delicious pizza while watching Ratatouille. At night fall you both got ready for bed. You crawled in trying not to take up a lot of space. Slowly you felt yourself fall into dreamland.

You woke up to a bright sunshine peaking through the curtains. You felt a heavy weight on your torso and saw a sound asleep Heeseung wrapped around you. You smiled. He was kinda cute when you look at him closely. Heeseung started stirring and woke up. He looked up at you and saw that he was cuddling you. His eyes widened and he got up and turned away red faced. “Sorry....I have the habit of hugging things is my sleep...” Heeseung scratched the back of his neck.

Today, You and Heeseung decided to spend the day at the beach. Just full relaxation. You grabbed a quick bite of breakfast at in resort restaurant. You packed up your things and headed out. Since you guys had the couple package, you got to lounge in the VIP area with a padded beach bed and an umbrella. It was early in the day so, there weren’t many people.

You laid down and padded the next to you to signal Heeseung to lay next to you. You looked at him, “Heeseung let’s get to know each other more.” “What do you wanna know?” “Anything.”

“Let’s see....My full name is Lee Heeseung. My birthday is October 15th, I have an older brother, ummm.....I love music. Back home I live with six idiots.....that’s about it. What about you?”

“My name is L/N Y/N, I currently go to college...I have younger annoying brother....my birthday is (Month/date)...I love animals...I want to become a vet.”

Heeseung looked at you with his big beautiful eyes as you talked. You could feel his gaze on you, but you were too shy to look back at him so you just looked at the water. “Y/N?” Heeseung whispered.

“Yeah?” You looked over.

“Can I ask you about your ex?”

You smiled, “Sure, only if you tell me about yours after?”

He nodded. You thought about where to start. “So my ex’s name is Leo. We were together for three years. We knew each other in high school and dated into college. I really loved him. I got this vacation for us as a Valentine’s Day gift. But we were at dinner two days before we were supposed to go and he said he was in love with someone else...and yeah” You felt you voice getting weaker. A tear rolled down your cheek. It hadn’t really hit how much you missed him. Heeseung reached over and wiped you tear.

You turned full to face him, “I just wonder you know...why did they other girl have that I don’t...? Am I ugly....am I not good enough....” Heeseung brought his finger to your lips, “Y/N, don’t talk like that. It’s not true. None of it is. I know how you feel though. I thought the whole way here after Irene said she cheated on me. But I realized that on her. I did nothing wrong. The same goes for you.”

You smiled as you wiped your tears. Heeseung opened his arms, “Come here.” You scootered closer and he wrapped his arms around you. You laid your head in his bare chests. You could feel his heart beating. You also felt like your heart was gonna beat out of your chest.

For the rest of the day you just hung out by the beach and cuddled. You talked about this and that. You felt like you knew Heeseung a lot more.

Over the next few days you two got much closer and you developed a crush. Heeseung was so different from Leo. With Heeseung it was easy to be happy and to be with him. With Leo you felt forced to be happy because he could constantly tell you that no one else would love you but him and that he was the best. Leo always tried to lower yourself confidence to make himself feel better. You didn’t realize this until you met Heeseung. Heeseung uplifted you and made you feel good.

Heeseung took you to an amusement park one day off the resort. You went on so many rides. Heeseung made the mistake of eating Cotten Candy and an ice cream cone before getting on a roller coaster and ended up throwing after. You won him a cute deer stuffed animal.

Heeseung didn’t realize it at first but he was falling for you too. You were so sweet and innocent. You made him feel loved. Irene ignored him constantly and only came to him when she needed him. He always felt like he didn’t fully have her love.

On the second to last day Heeseung wanted to plan a romantic dinner and confess to you officially. You guys were watching TV in the room, when you heard a knock at the door. You got up and opened it and saw a girl. “Uh...Hi? How can I help you?” You said. The girl was glaring at you. Heeseung looked over, “Irene..?” Your eyes widened. You turned to Heeseung and mouthed, “Irene?!?” As you turned back to her she slapped you straight in the face.

“IRENE, WHAT THE HELL?!?” Heeseung ran over to you to help you up. “I’m gonna leave you two alone.” You said quietly as you held you cheek.

Heeseung watched you leave. He turned to Irene, “What the hell?” Irene smiled at him “Seungie! I’ve missed you baby!” She grabbed his face. Heeseung backed away, “What are you doing here?” “Seungie, I made a big mistake. I let you go.” She pouted. “No, you cheated on me.” Heeseung glared. “Well now you can have me back and it looks like I saved you just in time. That tramp is ugly.” “Don’t you dare talk about Y/N that way! Now go, I don’t want you here.”

“I’ll go...to my room.” Irene sang. “How do you have a room? This is a couples only resort?” Heeseung asked confused. “I have my ways.” Irene smirked as she left.

You sat in the lobby with a ice pack on your face curtesy of the front desk. You saw Heeseung walking towards you. He gave you an I’m so sorry look. “Heeseung, I’m fine. I promise.” You said. “No you’re not, you have a red cheek. I don’t what to say. I have no idea why she’s here. But I wanna enjoy the rest on the week just the two of us.” He brought you into a hug.

As much as you tried to have a good rest of the day, it was difficult. Irene kept tagging along and clinging onto Heeseung and giving you death glares. Heeseung was also acting strange. He kept looking at the time and talking to the front desk.

That evening you got out of the shower and the room was empty. “Heeseung?” You called. You looked around and made your way to the balcony. When you opened the doors you gasped. You saw a candle lit dinner with a rose for two. Was this for you? You blushed and looked up to see the sunset. You look over on the beach and saw two figures. You squinted and saw it was Heeseung and Irene.

Her hands were in his face and his hands holding hers. You felt your heartbreak into a thousand pieces. You didn’t wanna see anymore. You went back in the room and started packing your things. You wiped tears after tears. Why were you even crying you thought. He wasn’t yours. He never was. You checked out from the resort and took the next bus home.

*

Heeseung was so nervous. Tonight was the night he was gonna confess and ask you to be his girlfriend. He had the hotel set up a beautiful dinner on the balcony. He was waiting for you to finish your shower. His phone beeped. It was a message from Irene telling him to meet her on the beach. Heeseung didn’t want to go but he knew she would keep bugging him until he went and he didn’t want her ruining this night.

“What do you want Irene?” He crossed his arms.

“What?” Irene smiled innocently. “I can’t just wanna see my man?” She took a step towards him but he stepped back.

“I’m not your man. You cheated on me and now you expect me to take you back..?”

“I just made a little mistake. I dumped the other guy once I realized how amazing you are.”

“No. You never truly love me. You used as your little puppy dog.”

Irene put her hands on his face and leaning for a kiss, but Heeseung grabbed her hands and yanked them off and walked away. When he got back he knocked on the bathroom door to see if you were done. When he didn’t get any reply, he opened the door to see an empty shower. Heeseung was so confused. Then he noticed your suitcase was gone. He ran to the reception desk.

“Excuse me, where is my girlfriend?” He asked frantically. The man look at him and said, “She checked out.”

Heeseung was so confused. Why would you leave him? What did he do? He thought you liked him back?

The manager called him, “Sir, your girlfriend left in tears.”

It took a moment for Heeseung to understand why you left upset. Then it hit him, you saw him and Irene together and thought it was all for her. He slumped down on the lobby couch and ran his fingers through his hair in frustration. He let the girl of dreams slip through his fingers.

*

When you arrived back at your apartment, your room mate Suzy greeted you with a hug. The whole bus ride home you had talked to her. “It’s gonna be okay.” She said as she rubbed your back. You stayed in your room for the rest of your trip time. You didn’t want to hear or remember Heeseung, so you blocked him.

You stayed in bed, you could barely handle one heartbreak. Now you were dealing with two. Suzy’s voice interrupted your thoughts, “Y/N, I made ramen. Do you want some?”

“No.” You replied.

“Y/N, I know you’re upset, but you need to eat something. I’m worried. You have classes and work tomorrow.”

She had a point, so you trudge out of your room.

*

Heeseung went home just as heartbroken. He tried texting and calling you but never got through. When he got back to his house, he saw his six friends giving him sympathy looks. Jungwon brought him in for a hug.

A few days later Heeseung walked over to the boys playing games in the living room.

“Hey guys, I need your help.” He sat down on the couch. Four out of the six boys looked at him. “NIKI STOP! PAUSE THE GAME!” Sunoo yelled. “HEHEHE.....never...” Niki cackled. Sunoo pushed him over.

Heeseung rolled his eyes. “What do you need help with?” Sunghoon looked at him.

“Well, I’ve been moping in room for the past three days and I realized that isn’t gonna help me. I want to find the girl and try and explain things to her.”

“Are you finally ready to us about her?” Jay asked. “All you've done so far is lock yourself in your room and refuse to talk to any of us." 

Heeseung nodded. He showed a picture of the two of you on his computer. “Her name is L/N Y/N.”

Jake gasped, “I know her, she’s in my animal science class!”

Heeseung took Jake’s shoulders shook him, “Do you have her number?!?”

“N-nOoO, but stoOoOp shhakking meEE.”

“Oh sorry, what do you know about her?”

Jake thought, “Oh, she told me she works at the café across from campus.”

That was all Heeseung needed to hear to send him sprinting out the door.

*

You were back at work as usual. Working at least help you get your mind off of Heeseung for a little bit. “Hi, what can I get for you?” You asked logging into the system. “Can we talk?” You froze. That was the voice on him. You didn’t want to face him. So you kept looking at screen, “What can I get you?” “Y/N, I know you know it’s me, please talk to me.” Heeseung pleaded. Suzy nudged you from behind and whispered, “Let him explain.”

You sighed and took off you apron and walked around from behind the counter. “Let’s go outside.” You said.

The two of you sat on the grass in the park next to the café. You look at Heeseung, “What?”

“Y/N....why did you leave?”

“Because the whole thing was big mistake. We should have just gone home in the first place.” You avoided his eyes. He put his hand under your chin and lifted your head so he could see your eyes. “Y/N, I know you felt something. So did I.” He took your hands in his, “What you think you saw wasn’t true. That night where you saw the dinner, that was for you. I was gonna confess.” You looked at Heeseung confused, “Then why were you at the beach with Irene?” “She had texted me earlier and I wanted her to get off my back so I could have a perfect night with you.” You groaned of embarrassment and pulled your hands away to cover your face, “Oh my gosh.....”

“Hey, hey” Heeseung pulled closer, he was so close you could feel his breath on your nose. You closed your eyes and felt his soft gentle lips on yours.