i dont know what it is about twilight, but i envy bellas simple life in forks. everything about our lives right now has become too much for me, i dont want to be able to know everyone through social media but i would be fucked if i deleted it. rereading twilight and remembering the slowness of days feels so far away from my daily routine. i wish i could drive to highschool, back home, take a walk through the forest, read a book and eat. it sounds fucking great not having to worry about climate change and the future and every bad thing the internet brings along... i envy bella for the life she hates. the early 2000's were kind of a vibe. so blissfully unaware :/