#being negative

I think I'm going to give up on writing for a while. I feel like everything I write or have written is crap, and that's never a good head space to be in. Maybe I'll feel like writing again sooner rather then later if I just let my system purge the negativity.

Determined not to miss the IG live stream today, I took the time to calculate exactly when is 3:15 pm PST in my time zone. It's at 1:15 am. I'm usually pretty knocked out in bed at that time. I set my alarm to remind me to tune in, but I can't help but feel annoyed by the fact that the only way for me to see the live stream is to compromise my sleep routine. It sucks. My R&L obsession already takes so much of my time I can't just start loosing sleep over it, too. I just wish there was a way to watch that stream later.