#being controlled

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Walk faster

The monster in villains mind said, the voice painful to villains ears… but also familiar

Villain picked up his speed, walking through the dark streets, the lights flickering and bursting whenever he walked past.

Turn right

Villain followed directions, turning right into a alley way, he walked all the way down until stopping at a subway station.

“ you don’t expect me to.. I’m not going down there.” Villain said breathlessly.

Go down

“ n-no I just said I’m not-“

Go down, into the subway

Villain scrunched his eyebrows and turned the opposite way. Starting to walk back towards the road.

Villain-

Villain ignored the voice, his cloak swishing in the wind with his foot steps.

Then, his head turned.. a movement villain did not make willingly.

His arms glew a faint black, his legs and feet doing the same. his body trembling for a couple of moments then all movements he tried to make failed in him.

Villain crumpled to the floor, hitting his chin against the dark pavement.

If you will not willingly go into the subway,

Villain started to cry, his hands and feet lifting his body up. His body shaking and convulsing as he stood; his shoulders hunched.

Then I will make you go

Slowly and painfully, villains body took steps towards the subway. Walking down the steps in a manic manner, villain sobbing and yelling ad he did so.

They fell onto the floor in the last step, taking note of the subway tracks on the ground.

Villains body molded into line behind those who were waiting, his body still trembling while waiting in line.

Civilian turned to glance at villain, his face showing confusion.

“ are you okay? Do you need help?”

Villain opened his mouth, tounge and eyes turning black.

“From myself.”

Civilian cocked his head to the side.

“ help, from myself”

Civilians eyes widened in shock, watching villain wither.

“ how am I supposed to save you from yourself?”

Train 765 boarding

I know that if I were to be dead than she’d be happy I’ve lied to myself, but I’ve secretly known the truth this whole time I just didn’t want to face the facts Didn’t want to live in a reality where she ruled over my dead body A noose around my throat as she guided my leash Walking into the graves she dug for me I climbed into each of these graves Praying to God that this would be the last time Covered in the dirt like the sins she blamed me for Yet I climbed out from each of the graves Gasping for air that my lungs desperately craved Every time she’d make another bed for me to lie And every time I would lay down but refused to die I was hers to use and abuse in the past But my heart beat grew fast Beating on the sides of my ribs Wishing to break out of it’s cage Igniting a fire behind my eyes Wishing for a life where I was living Instead of choking on the smoke filled air Eating the lies she fed me that cut my throat open So I wouldn’t be able to speak out She threw words at me Like a knife cutting deep into my skin Picked at my wounds so I was always the one bleeding It was too long with her abusing my life and shaping it for her own liking So I cut loose from the ties that held us together I burned down bridges and watched as she stood on the other side Flames engulfed the lasting part she used to have She could have been a part of my life We could have lived happily side by side Forgetting and forgiving the memories of our past But she used and ruined all of her chances Her life wasn’t mine to owe and my life wasn’t her’s to own I watched as she dug one last grave and I waved her a final goodbye

We are out with his friends at like a bar or somewhere. We chat and at some point I make a comment and he is like "Yes dear dummy, now it is time for you to sush so we can chat" and he turns on the vibes on my clit and in my ass. As they chat like nothing is happening, I squirm on the side, trying not to make a noise. At some point I need to gag myself to be able to stay silent. So I get under the table to gag myself with his cock and suck him.