#beeutiful-muses

I SURE DID! i was deviantleader !! 

                ˜”*°•.       Her  hand touches  her  daughter’s ; gesture  soft ,  reassuring . She’s  grown  so much ,  and  she is  intelligent ,  extraordinary ,  impressive . And  she  is so  proud  of  her .  She adores  her .  And  yet,  she  knows  that  her  existence  is  dangerous  to  Alex;  she  is her  mother ,  and Wilford  knows  how  to  exploit it .  This  bound … he  will  never stop  using  it to  torture  them both ,  to  control them .  And  she  can’t protect her .  Not  while being  around .  ❝  I will  be  fine . I  promise  I  will . ❞  A promise  she  hopes to  keep ;  but a  promise  still uncertain .  What  will he  do  now that  he’s  become the  king  again ?  Snowpiercer on  the  verge of  collapsing ;  the new  democracy  one questioned  by  many . And  she  doesn’t  know what  to  do ;  for  in the  end,  wasn’t it  her  choices that’d  led  them to  this  point ?  ❝ But  it is  not  your job  to  worry about  me,  alright ? ❞  This is  not  what she  wants ;  her daughter  fearing  for her ,  feeling  responsible for  her  … it  is  not supposed  to  work this  way .  She is  not  supposed to  be  weakening her  with   her   mere  presence .  No.  She  is  supposed  to  give  her  POWER . 

                ˜”*°•.       Disturbing  tales  of  horror and  violence ;  not  uncommon  at all  coming  from him .  For  this was  what  he wanted ,  wasn’t  it  ?  Test her ;  see  how much  she  would last  without  delivering a  single  reaction , without  looking  uneased .  ❝ And what  did  you decide  to  get her  in  the end ?  ❞  Question  escaped her  lips  dressed in  something  the casual ;  perhaps  even a  curiosity  too . Talk .  She  had to  keep  talking , she  had  to keep  distracting  him .  For this  was  the only  way ,  she could  keep  him far  from  them .

❝ What  we need  is  cooperation . ❞  Her voice  was  quiet , yet  tone  still intense .  She  was tired ,  she  was  exhausted .  All these  years  pretending to  be  HIM , keeping  his  memory alive .  Turning  him into  humanity’s  hero . Into  a  God .  And  now … now  she was  paying for  it ;  condemned to  watching  everything she’d  built  collapsing right  before  her eyes .  Everyone  and everything  abandoned  in  the mercy  of  this man .  ❝ You  want to  destroy  me , destroy  me .  But  just  me . ❞ Not  Snowpiercer .  Not Alex .  She’d  been  the  one that’d  left  him for  dead ,  after all . She’d  been  the one  deserving  whatever punishment .

       ❛   ─   okay...   ❜   he responds, brows bunching together absently while glancing over his shoulder that the retreating figure of the guy that had been apparently ‘ flirting, ’ with him a few moments prior.   ❛   honestly though, he was just asking for directions, at least... that’s how i took it. really doesn’t matter either way to me, only got eyes for one person. kind of been in love with him for years. we live together. can’t imagine my life without him...   ❜   the young stark adds, a cheeky expression pulling along his features subtly.   ❛   ─   you have to admit though, if he was attempting to flirt with me, he didn’t really do too good of a job if i completely MISSED it.   ❜

       “ Hey! Bess ! ”      Her voice was hesitant even if still loud enough for the blonde to hear her. Shorter legs came across the tight corridor to meet the taller woman - former lover. Everyone was panicking with Wilford attacking or taking over Snowpiercer. Ruth had come to ask her about the aquarium, even though she wasn’t an engineer and didn’t design the car, she was the one who had stayed in here and used it the most, taking care of it like her own child. But the aquarium wouldn’t be there anymore in an hour if they followed up Andre’s plan. Jinju understood the act of sacrifice.She had witnessed Melanie’s for seven years and endured her secret alongside. Even when she hadn’t been part of the rebellion with the ex jackboot, she knew it was crucial for her to help against Wilford. For Melanie at least. It was the right thing to do.      “I just wanted to say... good luck.”      She nodded with a short smile, uncomfortable to stand in front of her after everything that happened between them.

yes we can definitely rp together but my brain is mush and i have no ideas at the current moment either! but i am seriously glad to have met you too! you’re such a sweetie!