@bedevile 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 , " 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶. "
emotions are going haywire from long awaited reunion. anger, relief, heartache all stirring within his gut. so much time has passed. so much time spent following a bread crumb trail to find a person that appeared as if they didn’t want to be found. tears begin to sting at the corner of his eyes, expression contorted, and mouth pulled in a frown. it had once occurred to him that he might never find mattie. or that, if he did, all that might be left was a corpse.
it never truly occurred to him what he would do if his friend was found alive. there are a few things he wants to do: embrace him or punch him. would affection or wrath win out? the young man shifts from one foot to the other, contemplating, before the other’s words chooses for him. “ you think? y-you asshole! “ one can only take so much before they snap. he moves forward, hands pressing against mattie’s shoulders, aiming to shove the other backwards a bit.
“ i woke up and you were just gone. nothing. no note. i thought you had been kidnapped. i thought you were forced to leave or something. i thought you ... you died! “ voice cracks, but he carries on. “ i’ve lost too damn much. you knew that. why the hell would you just leave? after everything ... after what we’ve become to each other, i deserve that much. just tell me why. “











