#beckkin

it's beck, again. i'm still stuck on joe. it's hurting me at this point that i'll never have my happy ending with him. i just want things to go well. i'm tired of being alone and making myself be alone. i ended up being just like him.

Just watched No Way Home. uhm. yikes. I honestly didn’t think that things would spiral so far out of hand. I had a very simple goal and a... less than simple way of achieving it. If I had known that it would’ve led to this, then I wouldn’t have done what I did. I could’ve thought of something else, I know that I could’ve. But I didn’t. I’m so sorry, Peter. I’d ask you to do better than I did, but that’s unfair, isn’t it? This idea that teenagers have to finish our wars more justly than we started them. That was the mentality I was trying to prevent. I understand if you don’t want to hear it from me, but I’m proud of you for trying and I’m sorry that I let things get this bad. -Beck

I just wanted to write and be with Peach. - Beck (You)