How do you know when it's over ..
His head steadily cleared .. and he thought of .. life with .. life arranged .. life together .. and .. life his .. he remembered life and life's love .. and thought often of who she could have been .. he was reminded of being less than everything and no less aware of everything aware of him .. he thought of when he left .. was brought in .. was included .. and how some things allowed him not to .. led to where he didn't hate himself .. where he could accept himself .. where he could imagine good people .. where he could imagine good .. he thought of tried song lyrics and thoughts of stereotypical understandings .. and he understood he didn't need to not be .. proud .. courage .. in control of his own choices and .. he remembered fear not ever his at being alone .. cause he never felt alone ... He only needed to choose to be and .. find a way to succeed .. he knew .. when .. to choose to be alone
