#beating diabetes

The only good thing about the crap food my office has is when my blood sugar goes low and I’m shaking like crazy I can count on there being cookies and candy. I didn’t want to eat this, but when your body is shaking and nothing else is working do you really have a choice?

It’s come to my attention that with the new update a lot of my posts are flagged for being in approriate. I am going to make the attempt to move over to the Instagram world.. it’s. A cruel world over there but it’s worth a try? Feel free to come over and say hi!!!

How am I supposed to work when I am so exhausted I can’t function. Can these side effects be gone now. 😿

Top is me at my highest: 287.4 Bottom is today’s weight: 265.8 20 lbs!!!!!!

I don’t know what the fuck I did this week but that first top photo 😳 Also I gained this week? So fucking confused! Help me!

Top is Tuesday Bottom is last Saturday It’s nice when your boyfriend says you’ve shrank about 3 belt sizes since you started dating. 😂❤️

I’m about to get real spiteful. I signed up for the gym with my friend in September. Since then I have maybe gone with her a dozen times. And ever since the diabetes I have been making a point to go to the gym at least 3 times a week. I go and cardio alone and I go to classes alone. Now here comes the spite..I have been trying so hard to loose weight and I am at this stand still. I have cut out fast food almost completely. I go out to dinner maybe twice a week. And I am so close to cutting out soda. But my friend who posts every ounce of her life on Snapchat and Instagram posted a photo in her new bathing suit and she looks like she’s lost a ton of weight. This doesn’t make any sense to me as she doesn’t go to the gym and the food isn’t the healthiest. Why can’t I win. I am struggling to lose even 5 lbs and she just keeps losing and hitting goals. It frustrates the absolute shit out of me.

269.6