#beadlesbro

CHRISTIAN ALREDY SENT ME A DM. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

"You have to eat, Lola", Jennifer's holding an apple in front of my face. I push her away. "No. I don't want food. I want Christian." "I know girl, I know. But hey, you can  write him a letter which I can give him when I meet him!" I start to cry again. "Sorry Lol, I didn't mean it like that." "Go away" I told her. "But.." "GO AWAY JEN!" People are looking at us. Jennifer stands up and walks away.

Fuck. Fuck my fucking life.

Weeks full of sadness are passing by. Jennifer and I haven't talked since then. I have fights with my parents everyday. The first weeks people tried to cheer me up, now they don't even look at me. The day Christian visits my town is getting closer. 

Actually... It's tomorrow.

Everyone's talking about it. On school, at the gym, at the mall. Everyone's excited. I locked myself up in my sleeping room. I can't handle this shit. It seems like everyone got tickets but me. I logged in on tumblr, reblogged some pics and cried myself asleep.

It's 6:00 AM. Today's the day. Christian's coming. I took my laptop and sat down on my bed. My timeline on twitter's full of it.

TWEET: Goodmorning guys, no meeting with @LittlecBeadles for me. Hope y'all have fun though, xx

People are sending me lovely tweets to cheer me up but nothing's working. I walked downstairs, I was hungry. 

"MOM! Mom!" I'm running downstairs as fast as I can. "MOM!" "What's going on sweetheart?" she answers. "I.. Christian.." I'm searching for air. "Take a deep breath Lola. So, what's going on?" "Christian Beadles is coming to our town! He's doing a meet&greet tour and he's coming to our town!" I'm almost crying. This is all I've ever wanted. Meeting Christian. It's #1 on my wishlist. "And the tickets go on sale tonight! ". "Well, that's exciting!" my mother replies. "Please mom.. Can I go?" I'm begging her on my knees. "Hm, okay". "OMYGOD REALLY? YOU'RE THE BEST MOM IN THE WORLD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" "It's ok baby, it's ok.".

I'm calling my best friend, she's also a beadlesbabe. "Hi! It's Jennifer." "JEN OMG CHRI.." "I'm busy at the moment. Put something in my voicemail or call back later". Aaghr. Those voicemails.

I take my laptop and sit down on my bed. Let's tell my twitterfriends the breaking news!

TWEET: Guyss, I have amaaaaaazing news. I'M GOING TO MEET CHRISTIAN!!! ASDFGHJKL.

My mentions are exploding.. "Omg Lola that's amazing!" - "ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING?!" - "LOL HE'S COMING TO OUR CITY RIGHT! WE CAN GO TOGETHEEERR" Oh how I love the beadlesbabes. Then an horrible thought came by. What if I don't get tickets? Nahh, that will never happen. I will get tickets.

*EVENING*

I'm so nervous. The tickets will go on sale in 1 hour. Luckily Jennifer called me a few minutes after I called her. She couldn't believe it. We finally get to meet our idol! After an hour full of fangirling, I had to eat. I wasn't hungry at all but my mother told me to eat. And now I'm sitting here, behind my laptop, waiting for the tickets to go on sale. It's raining outside, pooring rain. I'm walking to the window.

*FLASH* Uh oh... Thunder. *BOOOOOOOM* 

The lights went out. It was all dark. Darkness in my house. Darkness in the streets. What is happening? I'm trying to find my way downstairs.

"Mom? Dad? What is happening?" I can't see a freaking thing. "There's a power failure, don't worry. It will probably be fixed in 2 hours." my dad answers. WHAT?! NO. "two hours?..." I ask him. I hope he said it wrong. "Yes, is there a problem then?"

I'm walking to my bedroom. Why is this happening? I tried to call Jennifer but the phone isn't working either. Fuck. Nothing's working. I started to cry.

It's 8AM and someone's knocking on my door. "Lola?" "Ugh, what?" I reply. "It's time  to go to school sweetie." "I had such a horrible nightmare, mom. Christian was coming to our town but there was a power failure.." My mom opens the door. She doesn't look that happy. "Wait, was it real?" I ask her. "I'm sorry about that love.. Maybe there are still tickets."

I open my laptop and go as fast as I can to beadlestour2012.com.

'EVERYTHING IS SOLD OUT! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE Y'ALL, XX CHRISTIAN'

I start to cry. My mom hugs me and whispers sweet things in my ear. I can't even hear what she's saying.