#be liked

I gotta say the dynamics of the mighty nein, barring pike/grog and vex/vax, feel a lot more... relatable in the sense of like... vox machina was very epic and they all had such epic issues, which could be broken down into yes more relatable ones like paternal abandonment and losing one’s mother (the twins and keyleth), but most of them like percy’s dealt with very intense backstories, and I feel like – even though I’m only on episode 9 so it could be just humble beginnings - there’s more... I don’t know, vulnerability and relatability there? I personally relate a lot to jester like 75% whereas that 75% was split amongst vex, vax, pike and keyleth in campaign one (amongst certain aspects of each of their characters). Idk if any of this makes sense, I’m just trying to put name to what I’m feeling.  

my brother broke up with his gf yesterday which is good because shes a jerk and nobody liked her (except him) but he already kinda found someone else to like (and who likes him apparently) and it makes me think...like my one brother is in a longterm relationship, the other doesnt seem to have trouble finding a new connection. My mother is pretty good at that too, tho thankfully shes more wary nowadays and takes more time to get in a relationship. And here i am, never been in love, cant even find one person i truly connect with and honestly i am already constantly on edge with my friends i think id go crazy in a romantic relationship...even if i want one so much.. :/

im trying to recall the last time i drew something even relatively serious but i just. cant bring myself to. anyway my art blog hit 321 followers like holy FUCK