#bblehh

God im sorry hes so scary he was born like that yall be nice hes genuinely a sweetheart

But you didn’t stop there so we could talk (about it) you just left and i was fine with that

even in my dreams i’m such a liar i’ve never been fine with you leaving me at all

In this deam, I was brave

I did what i once did but what i’m not able to do now go after you talk about it  tell you that I miss you and that i worship our frienship too much to lose it I know right now that would be useless

you wouldn’t come back to me at all after all (of it)

So I ran towards you and held your arm you seemed angry but i didn’t care even in my dreams i’m so selfish 

I hoped you would listen to me even if then i didn’t wanted to talk about it

Still, on that dream, I tried to talk to you my words where sharp like the wind of our home, it was a dream i wasnt going to hold back 

but you didn’t wanted to know anything about it 

then I was angry 

I’ve been dreaming of you almost daily after all what happened but i knew you were over it in that dream, I realized that after all i’m the only one of us three, who still crawls about it