Summary: Always throwing himself in harm’s way for the Winchesters, Castiel ends up getting hit with a love curse. Under the influence of fabricated emotions, Castiel learns just how dangerous unrequited love can be. And Dean learns what it means to doubt everything he’s ever believed. They have a week to find a way to lift the curse, otherwise the intoxication of “love” will kill Castiel. Literally.
Warnings: Self-Harm, Cutting, Suicidal Ideation, Obsessive/Unhealthy Love, Gay Panic, Internalized Homophobia
Cas curled in on himself as he fell to his knees, grasping a shelf, a sharp intake of breath being his only response.
"Shit. Sam!" Dean yelled for his brother before he knelt next to Cas, touching his knee. "Cas! Please tell me what you need!"
The guy was trembling all over. He gasped at the touch and looked up. Cas’s eyes were widened, panicked, and before Dean could even register what was happening, he yanked Dean forward, crushing their lips together.
Dean made a strangled, surprised noise before he pushed Cas back, gaping at him in shock. "Cas, what the..."
In that moment Sam came running back into the room. “What’s going on?” When his eyes landed on Cas, he leaned down in front of him, placing a hand on his shoulder. “Cas?”
"That's a damn good question." Dean rubbed his hand over his mouth, still in shock. "I think Cas got cursed with crazy.”
“That would probably be better,” Sam commented as he patted Cas on the shoulder. He let out a sigh as he continued, “Mick said it’s a love curse. They don’t know exactly what kind though…”
Coming to ao3 July 21st as part of the Supernatural Canon Big Bang 2017!
Authors: @anyreiart & @queerwolfsstuff (a.k.a. queerwerewolf)