#bb.p

"our last stop...will be.." he didn't get a chance to finish his sentence because he found himself bumping into woohyun. ( that's what he got for not paying attention. ) there was a small shout and seonghwa put his mom on hold for a second. "sorry! i was walking and video chatting my mom. she wanted to see the dorm." he glanced back at his phone, smiling at her. "would you like say hello?"

it had been over a month at least but the shyness hadn't let up. he felt giddy whenever he saw dongyoon. but they were still in the same place, dongyoon being the one to push things forward while bambam just happily followed along. but today was going to be different. ( he'd try at least. ) dongyoon had just come over to hang out. it was nice, it made his apartment feel a little less lonely. "what did you want to want to watch?" bambam asked as walked over to the couch and set down a small thing of popcorn on the table.

then it went for it. throwing caution to the wind. instead of sitting on the couch, he plopped himself down in the other's lap. "thanks for coming over, life is as hectic as ever at nova." even while he spoke he worked up the courage in his head. to do something as simple as kissing his boyfriend. then he did it. leaning forward to kiss dongyoon, thinking back to the first time they kissed. focusing on making it just as intense. once he pulled back, bambam's face was beat red. he couldn't believe he just did that.

what he wanted was a little mindless chatter while he worked. which had been the main reason he set his sights on donghyun. there were a bunch of tables, empty and filled with people but this table had someone he knew. and thankfully, the table was large enough for the project he had in mind to fit.

he wasn’t down for this company trip, not really. and it wasn’t even a big reason. it was honestly, a very simple one. they were headed to a mountain and that meant nature and just everything he wasn’t comfortable with. a nice hotel room would’ve been better. but still, he had to come and when it was time to set off, he arrived bright and early, with all of this bags. four bags for a two drip at most. 

he hadn't been on top of this months eval at all. and not it was crunch time and bambam didn’t manage to find two songs that he liked, both by the same artist. it had been hard to narrow it down to two that fit the theme of the month. throughout his years, he had shown a ton of sides to himself, it felt like there wasn't anything left for him to show. but while he couldn't make a choice, someone else could and that someone would be sungyeol.

“this spot looks good right?” he still wasn’t sure about the whole photography thing. while he did want the photos to come out well, he still wasn’t sure how to set up a shot. so, he found his chosen place and then all he needed was a model, one that came in the form of sungyeol. who had been his willing model before and he didn’t mind being it again. the question was more so for validation. move at this point and he already paid for the to use the place, for the dishes to me made. 

he was sure this was how he was going to die. honestly, it seemed like they wanted to get rid of him. at the start, he had been okay with the trek. it wasn’t great but it was fine. ( made better by the fact someone told him it’d be better to switch into tennis shoes and not his normal style. ) but mid-trek, he was sure it would be the end of him. already in the back of the group, it felt like he almost used all of his replant.