#batyaps

i loveeee doing picrews so here’s a cutie one i found!

i fear growing up in a small town has made it reallyyy difficult for me to write relatable fics. like… sure most of what i write is aged up and adult scenarios, but i think most writers (probably especially fanfic writers) draw from their experiences. my idea of a fun night out is vastly different from that of someone who grew up in the city. i grew up going to bonfires and hanging out with upperclassmen and driving around on backroads, and i don’t think that’s very relatable for many people here

billy has a habit of nail-biting. not like a normal habit, he'll bite his nails until there's basically nothing left but skin or until they start to bleed. he'll wait for them to grow back just to bite them again or just keep biting them and then his nails end up looking really messed up and uneven.

fucking pulling my hair out writing this fic oh my GOD HELP