#battlemyself

I might be sick or slept too much or stressed or cried or brain on fire or insomnia or zombie or crazy or madness mental health issues.... 🤷🏻‍♀️ so that is how human being’s life. You are so lucky you don’t have abnormal them because you are too pretty and have good life. I am not shame what I am with my life... I will be ok to keep fighting my path with my dark side to let me be free eventually... I am imperfect, please, don’t too pity on me thank you I am ok, trying to get better a little that time. This is my mood viral truth dealing with mental to help others see that who have it they can’t ask help... be kind ✌🏼💜 #iamimperfect #bekindyourself #bekindyourmind #battlemyself #belove #spiritual #lifeisnoteasy #brainonfire #faith #bestrong #lifeisstruggle https://www.instagram.com/p/BoF0c83nYdc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qyqq2d8zhpa9

I did it , I did it , I did it again. I cry and wish for death when my emotions take the best of me. I always figure that when I reach enlightenment I will die, so every time before I can fall into freedom I psyche myself out. I restart out of fear. I’m worried about what “they” say but it’s more of answering when I see in person. It’s vulnerability in front of people for them to know what you have going on. You can’t know what I have going on it we’ll never make sense to you.