#batfleckfucker

atomic hawkmates, the even larger reason i wake up in the morning, the reason i stop crying myself to sleep at night. i refuse to acknowledge any sort of love triangle when this source of pure love and goodness exists in the world. 

and like, everything i said about kendra wanting to protect ray doubles with carter around, because carter sees ray like he sees kendra, as someone who is so loving and so pure and so utterly beautiful that the mere idea of anything happening to him is enough to drive carter into a frenzy

and like sure ray is big af but like i feel like the hawks are all sexual energy and to just be in that is as enthralling as it is exhausting but he wouldnt trade a second of it. also, the second kendra starts dating carter and ray and it turns into sex all day every day i can only imagine the birth control the team starts slipping under the bedroom door

atomic hawk, the reason i get up in the morning, the reason i cry myself to sleep at night, the purest ship in the whole world made of 2 people who genuinely have the biggest, kindest hearts and believe in love and honesty and goodness

and like, the more i learn about comics hawks + ray the more i’m like of course atomic hawk is a thing because of course a small part of ray has been in love with kendra since the moment he saw her, everyone is a little in love with kendra, she’s a literal goddess and princess like, that’s kind of her thing

and the thing about atomic hawk that kills me is how they anchor each other- how they’re a lot less self-sacrificing and reckless when they know they have the other to come home to. and ray loves her. he adores her. he would do anything for her- and i think kendra loves him so much that the idea of him being that devoted to her, that willing to get hurt for her, is so scary to her. because that’s what always happens to carter, and i almost think by time 207 theres a dull ache of acceptance that he will always die for you- but ray isn’t supposed to be a part of this. ray isn’t supposed to get hurt

how sweet it would be to die by your side- something she accepts and understands with carter, something she refuses to have with ray. and ray is infatuated with it, with the true intensity of being a soulmate, he wants that more than anything in this world. to be the one linked to kendra’s soul, death and all

yo i am dying