#barton hallow

I was trying to find an old scene in Barton Hallow then i found this beautiful moment, god

For Acker: how does my muse act, consciously and/or subconsciously, around people they are romantically interested in? 

Acker prides himself on being in control of his demeanor and emotions, so when he's interested in someone he's quietly panicking. He wants to impress them and he's self-aware enough to know that his normal demeanor of the "calm snark" can be rough for most people to handle when trying to get to know him. He's aware he comes off distant and he starts trying to do a balancing act. He starts thinking about how to open up to the person he's interested in without completely dropping the mannerisms he's worked hard to prefect. He's secretly freaking out when he has a crush and is trying to act out it.

 Now subconsciously is actually where most of the conflict comes from. While he's trying to measure out his actions and maintain a balance of vulnerability that he's comfortable with, his body kind of natural pulls away from the person he's interested in. He's completely unaware of it but he tends to stand at a distance or keep his hands close to his own body when around his crush. It's kind of a double edge sword because it means shows of affection from Acker are very conscious decisions, however it doesn't help his already cold and calculated impression he gives to people.

For Decker:how would my muse go about confessing to someone they liked? would they do it indirectly or directly, or maybe not at all?

Hmm. For Decker: It's been joked about but Decker hasn't really ever had a crush before. In his canon history everyone he's dated asked him out first. He'd be direct about it if he had ever asked someone else out, but it would have been more of an obligation

For Buzz: how does my muse feel about love? about falling in love? about being in love?

I feel like Buzz hasn't put a lot of critical thought into being in love or falling in love. They definitely think that love is simple. They're in the school of thought that love is an emotion just like any other and there isn't anything deep behind it until someone puts the work into it. So falling in love, being in love, love in general are things that are "cute and fun." They've never been in a relationship where things got rocky or bad. Most of Buzz's EXs are their friends now, and they broke up after a date or two because the chemistry for friendship was there but not for romance. I guess because of how relaxed and easy things have been for Buzz, they don't take the feeling of "love" as seriously as it should be.

For Amberson:  how does my muse act/react when they first realize that they had a crush on somebody?