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...curled up on the couch feeling awful...

"What can I do?" He asked kissing the tips of your fingers as he watched the tears roll down your face. He would never know how badly you hurt due to you condition, but he wouldn't let it stop him from doing whatever he could to make sure you felt better.

"There isn't anything..." You shut your eyes feeling another wave of nerves firing through your back making you gasp and tense up clutching his hand tightly, "...just...you know...be you."

"Be me?" He smirked wooshing around the apartment gathering your favorite blanket, pillow, movie, laptop, snacks and beverages, and entertainment, before he gently lifted your legs into his lap, "I can do that."

"You've forgotten something..." You smiled a little.

" Oh?" He began to look at everything feeling you move assuming the position hurt you, "What?"

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50. “This is probably a bad time, but marry me?” With Barry Allen x reader; have a lovely day/night :)

You shook your head, “No. I can’t...”

“Y/N, this is the only way we’re going catch him.” Barry spoke into your ear piece.

“You want me to jump off a building!” You hissed putting you hand to the earpiece, “To catch a bad guy that can throw astral orbs at things and make them disintegrate on contact!”

“Well...yeah...when you put it like that it sounds bad...” Barry’s voice held a hint of amusement.

“Barry this isn’t funny!” You looked down the edge of the building again, “You know I’m not good with my ability yet...what if I fall?”

“You won’t fall.”

“What if I die?”

“You won’t die!”

“If I die, I’m going to kill you.” You heard him laugh finally, “I can’t be in the afterlife alone.”

“Y/N, you are not going to die...you’re are not going to fall. You’re going fly down the building distract him so I can zoom in and cuff him with repressors.” He explained, “And per your request...”

“Whew!” You looked behind yourself seeing Cisco emerging from the roof access door, “That’s...a lot of stairs.”

“Cisco?” You made a face, “What...are you...”

“Barry said you weren’t sure of yourself still.” Cisco smiled, “Despite the fact that you’ve passed all the test and shown amazing results...I have brought reassurance.”

You watched him pull some climbing equipment out of a bag and smiled, “...thanks Barr...”

“Of course...Sorry I didn’t have him there sooner. I’ll give you the go ahead once he’s there.” Barry spoke quietly.

“Alright...Hey Barry...”

“Yeah?”

“I love you.” You smiled as Cisco walked over with gear.

“I love you too, Y/N.” Your heart fluttered as the com went silent.

“You two make me sick...” Cisco told you as you strapped on the gear.

You smirked a little, “That was our plan all along. Be so cute, people throw up.”

“You both succeed very well.”  He clipped the rope to you.

You patted his shoulder as he went to go tie everything off. You looked  back over edge feeling your stomach twist into knots. 

You could fly. You could fly distances... up, down, left and right...but you weren’t sure about free falling into it. 

“Hey.” You looked over at Cisco walking over, “You’re gonna be fine, you’re gonna be great.”

“Thanks Cisco.” You nodded as the com chirp alive.

“He’s taking the bait, you ready?” Barry asked in his very down to business voice.

“Roger that.” You told him flexing your hands taking in a deep breath readying yourself for the plunge.

“Do your thing babe.” You smirked at his choice of words. It was something he only said to you when he had something great planned for later.

You launched yourself off the building feeling the air rush past you. You loved the feeling of flying. The weightlessness of it all. It felt free.

Your power kicked in right away and you floated down to the floor the meta was on. You stopped outside the window watching the man hold his hand up to a safe slowly disintegrating the door away. You pounded out the window getting him to stop.

He starred at you eyes getting wide his hand raising up as an orb began to form. You swallowed, “Uh...I got his attention...”

He launched the orb at the window making it shatter outward sending you back. You let out a scream as you flipped around losing control. You swung back as you ability kicked out. You felt the harness press hard against your hips as you fell into it.

You grunted in pain as you hit the side of the building a floor lower then you were supposed to be. You could hear crunching of glass  above you. You struggled to find a foot to push off if needed.

Finally Barry’s masked face popped over the edge and you relaxed, “How’s it hangin?”

You rolled your eyes, “Barry...”

He laughed a little, “Sorry couldn’t resist.”

“Please get me up, you know I can’t do this without a good push off.” Your foot slipped again on the glass.

“Well actually since you are just hangin around down there I have a question.” He squatted looking down at you with that awful wonderful smile of his.

“Barry, come on...” You whined.

“I know that this is probably a bad time, but will you marry me?” He watched you as you stopped trying to gain footing and look up at him, “Y/N?”

“Barry Allen...” You stared at him, “Pull me up right now.”

He swallowed nodding as he pulled on the rope. When you were close he grabbed your arms helping you over the edge, “Y/N, I just...I...we...”

He stopped when you slugged him hard in the shoulder. He made a face holding it when you grabbed his face kissing him, “Yes...”

He blinked a few times, “Yes?”

You smiled, “Not exactly how I wanted to be asked, but...it’s you...so yes.”

“Yes...” he grinned pulling you into an embrace before kissing you again.

You giggled when he parted from you, “I love you Barry Allen, but you...need to get that guy in a cell.”

He looked over to the guy passed out on the floor, “I...yeah...Meet you at the Lab?”

Anxiety got me down...like hard...so...here...

“Deep breaths...that’s it...deep breaths...” Barry held you rubbing you back in a soothing motion.

Your anxiety had risen through the roof and you didn’t know cause. You fortunate that Barry had found you when he did otherwise you might have driven home...no doubt a not so smart decision.

He had immediately knew something was wrong and enveloped you in his arms. His warm embrace made you instantly break down.

Part One  Part Two  Part Three  Part Four Part Five  Part Six  Part Seven  Part Eight  Part Nine  Part Ten

You walked into STAR labs slowly.

You had pulled a stupid stunt and was hoping that everyone would cut you some slack.

Especially your dad...

Everything had been going so well the last few weeks. You both had been hanging out more despite Dr. Wells objections, but you didn’t care. You actually felt happier the you ever did. 

You let out a shuddered breath thinking over what you would say...Barry and Cisco had figured out a way to tap into facial recognition  and had been running it in search of Malcom. When it went off your mind just started the race.

“Starling City really isn’t that far...” You mumbled to yourself as you stepped off the elevator. 

You walked in to the cortex slowly seeing everyone crowded near the center of the room talking to a man you didn’t recognize. Finally Caitlin’s gaze hovered over to you, “Y/N...”

Everyone turned looking to you, “Before you get...”

“Where have you been?” Wells hissed at you, “Do you have any idea how worried we’ve been?”

“I know...I just...” You stepped forward putting your hands in your pockets.

“I got this.” Barry stepped forward.

“Do you have any idea...” Wells started again.

“Hey!” Barry held up his hand to him as he raised his voice, “I said...I got this,”

You stared at them both wonder what had happened to warrant such tones and glaring looks. You didn’t have time to wonder long as Barry took you by the arm leading you out into the hall a ways down. He let you go taking a few more steps away rubbing a hand over his face. You could feel how worried he’d been.

Swallowing you hung your head, “I’m sorry...”

He finally looked at you and sighed, “Are you okay?”

You glanced up at him nodding, “It’s just...the alert went off...and I...he’s my brother... and...”

You tensed slightly as he hugged you. You shut your eyes feeling his warm presence seep into you, “I was so worried...I thought...god...”

Finally he let go letting his hands rest on your shoulders as he went on, “Never...do something like that again. Call me that’s why I got you this, it’s not a paperweight.”

He pulled out the phone he’d given you. You took it nodding, “I won’t.,,and I will...”

“Good.” He smiled a little, “Did you find anything?”

You looked at him taking in a deep breath, “It...wasn’t him...”

He sighed looking at you for a moment, “I will make some calls...I have some friends in Starling City. Their resources are good.”

“Oliver?” You smirked as he let out a small laugh.

“Yes.” He nodded putting his arm around you, “Oliver...you’ve met him.”

“Oh yeah, Uncle Oli comes to Thanksgiving every year.” You smiled at him as surprise came over him.

“Huh...I never would have pictured him...doing that.” He said as he started back toward the cortex.

“Dad...” He looked down at you as you stopped, “You’re...still worried...”

He swallowed looking away nodding a little, “I am.”

“I won’t...” He stopped you by raising his hand.

“It’s not about what you just did...It’s about that situation that I can’t talk about.” He told you, “I just... it’s getting a lot more serious and I’m figuring it out slowly.”

“Can I help yet?” You asked hoping you could do something for him.

He smiled, “No, not yet. I will let you know if you can, now, there’s someone I want you to meet.”

“Who?” You asked following him back into the cortex.

“Things are so much smaller now...” You heard someone say as you walked back inside. Barry walked over to the older gentleman who smiled at him proudly.

“Dad...” Barry smiled at him before turning to you, “This...is...your grand daughter...Y/N.”

Henry turned to you as your mouth opened slightly, “Well...I’ll be...You passed your eyes down to her that’s for sure.”

He stepped forward smiling down at you before giving you a hug. It took you moment to hug him back. You swallowed, “I...hi...”

He chuckled a little stepping back looking at you, “Wow...I just...”

“What?” You asked tilting your head a little.

He smiled at you before looking to Barry, “She looks a little like your mother.”

Barry smiled crossing his arms proudly, “She’s definitely an Allen...spunky...bullheaded...”

“Late?” Henry smirked at him

“I have not seen that yet...but..” Barry smirked a little, “I wouldn’t doubt it.”

“I’m right here you know.” You crossed your arms looking at them both.

“Oh yeah.” Henry smiled, “Definitely an Allen.”

“Henry...” Everyone looked at Joe, “We uh...”

“Right...Well...” Henry looked to Barry before giving him a hug, “I love you son.”

“I love you too dad...” Barry held him tightly.

You watched him turn to you and smile, “It’s not everyday you get to meet your grand daughter before she’s even born.”

You frowned, “You have to go?”

“It’s uh...” He looked at Barry.

“I’ll explain.” He nodded as Henry gave you a hug before he walked over to Joe. You stared after both your grandfathers until they disappeared. You could feel this ache in the back of your head. This sadness and longing. 

You looked at Barry, “I...thought...”

“Yeah.” He nodded, “He’s still in jail...there was an incident while you were gone...Why don’t we grab some dinner and I will tell you about it., sound good?”

“Barry...” Dr Wells rolled over to him, “I need to have a moment with Y/N.”

“We had a discussion.” Barry told him.

“It’s not about that...it’s about some results.” Wells stared at him strangely.

“Then you can tell us both. I want to start understanding what’s going anyways.” You looked at Barry crossing his arms the way he did when you were in third grade and the teachers aid had been picking on you. Dad the great protector.

Wells took off his glasses for a moment, “Recently...there has been a surge in in her amygdala and hippocampus...I’m concerned that all these outings you both have been going on have been over stimulating her.”

“I see...” Barry looked at you before going back to Wells, “Is it a decrease in GABA or serotonin?”

“...No...” Wells put his glasses back on.

“Has there been an increase to dopamine?” Barry sighed.

“Again no, but I’d still like to run some tests.” Wells told him, “Precautionary of course.”

“Right...Then it can wait until tomorrow.” Barry smiled, “I’d like to spend some time with my daughter.”

Your heart skipped when he said that. You followed him out slowly, “Are you and Dr. Wells fighting?”

“What? No, of course not.” Barry told you pushing the elevator button.

“...you know can’t really lie to me right.” You told him quietly, “I can sense how angry you are with him.”

He looked at you finally, “I’m fine...it’s just....been a long day.”

“Dad...” You reached over touching his arm,

“Y/N...” He frowned looking at you, “I need you to drop it.”

He stepped onto the elevator first. As his anger began to fill you up. You turned looking at , “Have a good dinner.”

“Y/N...” The doors shut as you turned walking away from him. You were so mad and you couldn’t help it. 

“Y/N?” You looked up at Dr. Wells sitting in front of you, “I thought you were going out?”

You shook your head, “No...can we go home?”

“Of course.” He pushed his chair forward looking at you with concern, “Is everything alright?”

You frowned and shook your head, “I don’t know...the moment I start to feel close to Barry...I just...”

“He pushes you away.” He sighed nodding, “I know the feeling.”

“Did...did something happen?” You asked walking next to him.

“I don’t know...I know that he...something happened. I’m just not sure what.” He looked up at you smiling, “I was actually going to ask you, hoping you would have some input in the matter.”

You shook your head, “I don’t, I’m sorry.”

“Well it was worth a shot.” He pushed the elevator button himself.

You stood there with him for a moment, “Dr. Wells...”

“Yes.” He looked at you smiling. You could feel how much he cared about you and it was nice. You let it fill you up letting the anger fall away.

“I’m really sorry...about leaving earlier.” You told him, “I won’t do it again. Not without telling you or first.”

He nodded slowly as the doors opened and he rolled on, “I really am just glad that you’re alright.”

You pushed the button down for the garage, “I’m gonna sleep so hard tonight.”

He chuckled, “Straight home then?”

“...Big Belly Burger?” You said putting your hands behind your back.

Part One  Part Two  Part Three  Part Four Part Five  Part Six  Part Seven  Part Eight  Part Nine

Barry cringed as he stepped onto the ice holding onto the wall for dear life, “This...is...fun?”

You circled around easily stopping next to him, “It was the only sport you guys would let us do. Can’t use speed on the ice. Well...not much that is.” 

He smiled at you, “You seem to do pretty well.”

“And you seem like you’re terrified.” You held out your hands to him.

He looked down at them before letting go of the wall taking them, “Ice and I have never been great friends.”

“You just gotta learn how to take it slow.” You smirked a little finding that you sounded a lot like him at the moment. You laughed a little as he wobbled, “Don’t worry...Mal didn’t really like it either, ice skating was more of my thing...”

“It’s not that I don’t like it...” He kept his eyes planted on his feet, “I just...struggle...and...I don’t...struggle well.”

“Speaking of struggle...” You kept hold of his hands skating backwards toward the center of the empty rink, “how in the world did you convince Harrison to let us do this?”

Barry looked at you finally fear, concern, conflict flooded your system, “I didn’t give him a choice.”

“Dad...Barry...” You stopped shutting your eyes, “What...what’s going on? You’re scared...”

He took a deep breath in looking at you, “I don’t want you to worry about it, but there is something going on...I just...can’t talk about it.”

You frowned letting go of his hands and started to circle him, “You know...it’s always been the same...You protect us...me my brother.”

“That’s what dad’s are supposed to do.” He watched you glide across the ice easily.

“Yeah...but...” You skidded to a halt, “but I can help you...I have the speed force in me too. I can do what...”

“Stop...” He raised his hands shaking his head, “I know, but I can’t...if something happened to you...”

“Yeah...” You looked down skating backwards again, “Just promise me that if it gets down to it...you will ask for help. I know some tricks too.”

He smiled feeling warmth spread through his chest. You projecting how much you loved and cared for him. How much you didn’t want to lose him, “I promise.”

“Good.” You smiled finally, “Now...it looks like you could use a lesson...”

He laughed, “Maybe a little.”

It was embarrassing how much he sucked at it, but with a little help from his daughter he was at least mobile. He skated slowly around the ice as you flew by him twirling giving him a wave. You so vibrant, just the way a kid your age should be. 

He took a deep breath in letting it out happily. You made him excited for the future. He stopped when he saw you wave at someone. Looking behind him he saw Joe at the edge of the rink. Turning as best as he could he started over.

He could hear Joe laughing lightly at him, “Oh shut up, it’s a lot harder then it looks.”

“I bet.” Joe laughed a little more looking out at you landing a jump, “She is really good at that.”

Barry nodded taking a seat, “Apparently it’s the only thing that we let her do, so she embraced it.”

“I mean she’s Olympic quality.” Joe looked at him, “You should be proud.”

“I’m sure I will be...” Barry looked at him, “I have to be, because I am really proud now.”

Joe finally took a seat, “So...did you...”

“No.” Barry shook his head, “I’m not going to tell her, but...I don’t want her living with him either. But pulling her out I feel would send a red flag...”

“Damned if we do, damned if we don’t.” Joe let out a sigh, “Barry...whatever your decision is how how to handle this Wells situation...I will back you 100%. I know this whole father thing is brand new and sprung on you, but keeping he so close to danger...”

Barry looked down frowning, “I...don’t know what to do.”

“How could you?” Joe looked at him, “This is all wacked up...”

Barry looked at him, “I’m give it a little time...while we dig a little more...but any sign of danger...”

“I have room available at Grandpa Joe’s.” He smiled at Barry patting him on the shoulder, “I never thought I’d say that so soon...but looking at her...it feels right.”

“It does, doesn’t it!?” Barry looked back out at you, “Every time she slips up calling me dad...there is this awe...this...”

“Love, Barry.” Joe looked at him smiling, “That’s love.”

“Yeah it is, isn’t.” Barry smiled watching you pull some fancy foot work, “Joe...we gotta find her brother...my son...”

“I’ve people looking into it.” Joe looked at him, “You know it would help if she came down to the station. Might give you two another outing together and keep her away from...you know.”

Barry smiled, “I could give her a tour...and then lunch...”

“Sounds like a perfect daddy daughter date to me.” Joe smiled standing up, “I’ll see you later Bar...later Michelle Kwan!”

Barry laughed at your confused look as you moved toward him, “Everything okay?”

“Yeah.” He smiled standing up, “He just wanted to make sure things were going alright.”

“Things are, right?” You lifted your eyebrows and it was like looking into a mirror for a second.

He smiled nodding, “Everything’s great. You hungry? I’m starving and there’s this taco place nearby...”

“Yes! Oh my gosh yes.” You hopped over the divider excited, “Is it Lefty...”

“and Romos! Yeah...place still kicking it in the future, huh?” He smiled as you took off your skates.

“Oh yeah, LRs was a Tuesday night regular.” You told him smiling, “We would buy like a buffets worth of food and they loved us for it.”

He put his arm around your shoulders when you stood, “I’m really glad we got to do this.”

“Me too.” You smiled at him again, “Maybe....we can do a movie next time.”

“Yeah, why not.” He nodded, “You do realize all the movies are classics and old for you...”

You shrugged, “Uncle Cisco taught us an appreciation of good movies. We still watch Back to The Future every October 26th.”

Part One  Part Two  Part Three  Part Four

Barry sat holding you on your couch an hour later, “I’m sorry...I can talk to him...”

“No...” You sniffed shaking your head, “I think that’ll just make it worse.”

He sighed frowning, “He does know...that...we are just friends, right?”

“I’ve told him this.” You looked at him, “I’ve told him a hundred times, but he’s just so...oblivious...”

He watched you sit up wiping your face, “Well if there’s anything I can do...I’ll do it. I want you to be happy.”

You smiled at him taking his hand, “Thank you Barry. You’re a really great friend. I wish I would’ve talked to you sooner.”

“Yeah...I wonder...why we never...” He shrugged, “Talked...or...met up...”

“I don’t know, I’d bring orders to the precinct all the time.” You looked at him sniffing, “Maybe it just wasn’t...the right time.”

He smiled, “I’m glad that time finally lined up. I’ve really enjoyed hanging out with you this last month.”

“Me too.” You cleared your throat, “You know, I really feel like I can trust you...I haven’t felt that in a long time.”

“Good.” He squeezed your hand.

You looked at him again, “Can I tell you something...something important?”

His eyes widened as he nodded, “Of course.”

You chewed on your bottom lip for a moment before turning to him fully, “I...I am a meta human.”

“What?” He sat up looking at you more surprise running over him. This was new...this was...different, “What...is your gift?”

You let out sigh of relief, “You’re not scared?”

“No...no not at all.” He smiled at you, “I’m just surprised and curious.”

“I don’t...really know what to call it.” You told him, “Just after everything happened one day I was running in the winter and slipped. I was sure I was going to bite it hard, but it was like...this energy surrounded me like a shield...and I was fine.”

“Like barrier?” He asked excited for you.

“Yeah, just like that.” You told him, “You sound way more excited about this then me.”

“Well...yeah...I mean...” He stopped for a moment falling silent.

“What?” You looked at him concerned, “Barry...”

“I need to share something with you too.” He smiled at you finally.

It was your turn for your eyes to get big, “No...way...no way!”

“Yeah...” He nodded laughing at your excitement of meeting another meta.

“What do you do?” You waited excited, “No no...wait...let me guess...you’re super smart but you have to down play it.”

“No...no...sometimes I wish.” He swallowed before looking at you fully, “Actually...I...uh...”

“What? Barry,” You took his hands in yours smiling, “you can tell me anything.”

“I know...” He nodded smiling at you, “I know I can...which is why I trust you...when I tell you that I...am...the Flash.”

He watched your mouth drop open before your hands flew to your mouth cover the muffled squeal. He smiled when you finally took his hands again, “You are not!”

“I am...” He nodded laughing, “here...”

You felt a two burst of wind hit your face and Barry sat in front of you with two boxes of Chinese, “Is...that Cajun Asian?”

“Mmhm.” He nodded handing you one.

“It’s on the other side of town!” You looked at him baffled.

“Not a problem for a speedster.” He smirked opening his container up.

You let out a laugh, “It is so nice to finally share this with someone.”

“You haven’t told anyone?” He looked at you surprised, “Not even Julian?”

“Especially not Julian...” You looked down, “I’m not sure how he’d react...I’d be afraid he’d lock me up for testing.”

He stared at you as you opened the container finally, “That can’t be easy keeping it a secret from someone you care about.”

“It’s not.” You looked at him, “But I’m sure you do it.”

“I did...for a while, but...” He smiled at you, “I found out that lying to them all the time hurt them more...and now...I have shared it with a few people. They help me out a lot, all the time actually.”

“Really?” You stopped thinking for a moment, “I just...don’t see Julian understanding.”

“Y/N, you should be able to talk to him about it. If he really cares about you he’ll help you explore it and define it.” He swallowed, “Not cage you up...”

Looking back to him you frowned, “Yeah...maybe...but enough about him...tell me what it’s like to speed around everywhere.”

He smiled at your deflection. He never told you he was the Flash in the other timeline, so this was a treat. He was positive you definitely weren’t meta in that time either. Being able to share this was something he’d dreamed of for a long time.

He loved how your eyes twinkled hanging onto every word. He told you everything, well almost everything...

You looked over as there was a knock at the door, “Excuse me.”

“No problem.” He smiled watching you walk to the door opening it.

Your jumped to your throat, “Julian...”

Barry stood up seeing him in the door way, anger flashing over his features. Barry swallowed crossing his arms defensively as you stood there unsure of what to do.

Part One  Part Two

You walked into the lab smiling. Today was a better day. Better week all thanks to a kind gesture last Friday. 

You’d lost a friend that day and were hoping to find some solace in the arms of your boyfriend, but ended up making a friend. Who really helped you when you needed one. Since then he’d checked in on you and it was nice.

Julian looked over you, “Y/N...were we supposed to meet today?”

“No.” You walked over to him kissing his cheek, “I’m here to see Barry.”

“Allen?” He made a disgusted face, “What for?”

“We are having lunch.” You told him cheerfully, “We’ve become good friends recently and he offered to take me to Cajun Asian, since I know you don’t like spicy I thought it would be a win win.”

“...” He looked over toward Barry grabbing his coat, “Really...”

“Mmhm.” You smiled at him stepping over to Barry, “I promise to get Mr. Allen back in an hour and a half. I’m sure you’re both very busy.”

“Very...” Julian watched as you both moved to leave, “Allen, a moment...”

“Yeah, sure.” He stopped watching you walk out into the hall, “What’s up?”

“What’s up?” Julian repeated, “Why are you taking my girlfriend to lunch?”

“Because...we’re friends...and friends do that...” He told him squinting his eyes as the obviously bothered man in front of him. He wouldn’t admit to him but he was happy to see Julian ruffled.

“Since when...are you two friends?”  Julian said curtly glaring at him.

“Since she came in here nearly in tears looking for you because he friend passed away.” Barry told him, “But you were too busy to pick up your phone, now if you’ll excuse me...I have lunch to get to.”

“Back off Allen.” Julian called after him.

Part One

Barry watched you from the sidelines as you struggled through your physical therapy. He wanted to be next to you while you did it, but you were insistent on doing it yourself with the instructor.

You worked the bars moving your legs with great difficulty. Finally everything gave out on you. You let out a cry as your instructor caught you, “Dammit...”

“It’s going to take time and pushing yourself isn’t going to make it faster.” He told you waving Barry over.

“I can do it again.” You told him.

“You’re done today.” He eased you back into the wheelchair Barry held still, “Go home, get some rest and do the leg reps tonight.”

You rolled your eyes sighing, “Fine.”

“Take her home, Barry.”  He told him patting him on the shoulder.

“Thanks Scott.” Barry smiled at him as he rolled you out, “You did good today.”

“I can do better.” You told him.

“Scott’s right, you’re pushing yourself to hard.” Barry told you, “Why don’t we grab some pizza and watch a movie.”

You shook your head, “I’m kind of tired actually...raincheck?”

“Sure.” He nodded slowly. You’d been like this since you woke up and the doctors informed you that you may never walk again, “Do we need to stop anywhere?”

“No...just take me home.” You told him wiping the sweat off your face.

He didn’t argue even though he wanted to. He wanted to make you feel better. He wanted to make you happy and make it up to you.

That day he’d been too late. He wasn’t going to do that again.

He got you home helping you inside. As you started to roll away you got caught up on the couch. He stepped over to help you but you snapped at him, “I got it.”

“I know...I was just trying to help.” He frowned moving back to shut the door.

“Barry, go home...” You told him heading for your bedroom.

“I don’t think you should be alone right now...” He told you quietly.

“Barry I don’t want you here!” You shouted at him.

“Well that’s just too bad, because I’m not going anywhere...”  He told you taking off his jacket.

“Barry!” You shouted again.

“Y/N, I’m not leaving.” He stepped over to you, “I’m not going to let you do this alone.”

You stared at him shaking your head, “I can’t...I can’t do this...”

“I know this is hard...” He told you kneeling down in front of you taking your hands.

“No Barry...this...” You pulled your hands away from him, “You’re the Flash...I’m just...broken...”

He stared at you for a moment his heart breaking, “Y/N...”

“Barry you deserve someone who can move with you, not hinder...” You stopped when he took your hands again.

“Y/N, I love you.” He squeezed your hands, “I love you and this doesn’t stop me from loving you. I don’t love you for the way you walk... I love you for the way you call me an ass...and tell me that I drink too much coffee...I love you for the way you tell me to be safe before I run...I love you.”

You teared up, “Barry...”