#barehearth

MMM I feel like I have too many to name right off the bat..

I do have an audio tag though!! Everything there should provide you with the artists and the types of music I listen to heh ;v;

Happy moody Valentine's Day! (✿ ♥‿♥)

I'm sorry about the gloominess of this. The dark colours and all. Also, I'm sorry if your urls are not here. I'll be making more of these this year!

Minna-san, thank you for being such wonderful blogs! Enjoy your day~

(I'm sorry if I misspelled your url.（；￣д￣）)

abaraii | barehearth | canatii | deidara-sempai | firstsky | godslayers | graeys | hisdyingwill |

itachiki | kawaiimikki | mamitomoes | laxxus | morchan | naotarou | oshawott | petilils |

this is my last day of school, so yeah, this will be the last time i go on tumblr. sorry it took so long to get here...

i think most of you are asleep now, but i want to say goodbye :)

and to the beautiful people taking care of my blog... if you ever get tired of it, please just let it die along with me.

NO WAIT IM NOT GONNA DIE IM JUST LEAVING BUT

YEAH ;-;

but good news! i found my phone and i realised i have free fb on it XD

so if you still want to keep in touch, just ask around for my fb and i'm sure you'll find it ^^

i'll still be here for a while (a few more hours in between classes maybe), but yeah, this is my last day.

please take care of these wonderful sugoi people who i trust with my life (and who will be looking after my blog now if they so wish):

Akash, Saffron, Juli, Julie, Alisa, Gabby, Nayara, and of course, the one who got my account details first - and the one who has my heart, Henrique.

they'll be the ones you'll be talking to now. and the ones who will make this blog look waaaaay better haha ^^'

well it was fun, and actually i wanted to leave you all with something real special (not just the SAO neko family). so i'll try to find a way to smuggle it here XD

-- i'm thinking of the old-fashioned way of smuggling through CDs or USBs to my friends in Brazil to post it for me before Christmas comes mwahahaha --

so yeah... bye ♥

Um... haha. Hey everyone. This is Nicole ^^’

I don't know how to say this... or if anyone really cares but.. I think..

I think I'm leaving tumblr permanently.

You see... there's a lot of reasons behind it and I don't really have much time to say it all... but basically I don't have internet in my home anymore...

Right now I'm using the school computer but it won't be long before school ends.. and I'll have to stay at home throughout the holidays with... well, no internet.

Maybe I could visit from time to time just to look at my account.. like, if a friend came over and I used her phone or something..

But... the days I spent posting every day and messaging everyone, or having a good laugh by replying to people’s posts...

Those days are over.

Guys… I don’t know… it was short, but sweet. I’ve really only been with everyone for a few months at most… yet letting go of all this.. it kinda hurts.

The sad thing is.. I will never see this blog evolve into anything more than a 529-follower blog. And really… I was hoping I could do more with it. Hehe ^^'

I was hoping I could learn something with photoshop over the holidays... ask my friends to teach me a couple of things.. idk. I wanted to have a try at being awesome people like you :}

But… I guess can’t do anything about it. My dad's made up his mind.

It's over. My time here.. the internet, everything. The only way I can get it back is if I get out of the house, buy my own home and buy my own internet. And that's still a long way away...

Basically I've been completely banned from the internet. Hehe...

BUT NO TO EVERYONE WHO KNOWS IM A PERV I WASNT CAUGHT WATCHING PORN OKAY

IM GOOD AT HIDING THAT STUFF

LOL

But.. yeah. I'm really sorry to just leave you all behind like this… and there were so many people I met recently who could have potentially become my really good friends...

Inabacchi.

Trimens.

Isupercell.

Riseken.

Godslayers.

Miketsukamis.

Bigmankc45.

I really… wanted to get to know you better.. but sadly it’s too late ^^’

And to all those I share close bonds with.. those people I shared a good laugh with, comforted, cried with, everything..

I'll miss you.

I still have two weeks to answer inboxes here and there... but after those two weeks of school, I'll be isolated on a lonely island with no internet... hehe..

Wow... I'll really miss tumblr.. fuck...

I never got to do anything.. I never even got to really learn how to use photoshop.. and I don't know if I'll be missed or anything...

But I do know this:

I'll miss you. All of you. My followers, the good times we had, the random moments, OHMYGOD DEJA VU I THINK I DREAMT THIS BEFORE OMGOMGOGMGOMGOGMG

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT LIKE GOD OR SOMETHING WAS WARNING ME OF THIS HOW COULD I HAVE NOT NOTICED IT UGH

HATE DEJA VU

Lol okay that was random. BUT SERIOUSLY WOW IM PSYCHIC GOT POWERS AKLSJDHLASJKDH.

Anyway... yeah. I'll have to give this blog to my really good friend, and sister-from-another-brother's-mother Julie (aomineko).

Take care of her okay? :)

Maybe after the holidays... I'll check my tumblr again and see how everyone is going. But that's when school starts again.. in about 3 or so months...

So I guess.. this is really goodbye huh? ^^' Sorry it was so long..

Bye... take care. Keep smiling every day, have as much fun as you can and live your life to the fullest!

You're all such beautiful.. and amazing people. And I believe you can do anything :D

Exams? Parents? People giving you shit in school?

Stop worrying! I know you can do it. Live your life however you want, no one is stopping you.

Go out there and make as many friends as you can.. do it for me, because I can't do it myself ^^'

Don't be afraid... I know I won't be here to talk to anymore... but I think you can do anything :) You just have to believe in yourself. Okay?

Yeah, I'm talking to you XD

LOL for the guys who are new to my blog and don't know me/haven't shared any of their problems with me I probably sound over-dramatic and weird haha!

But me?

I will never forget the time I spent here... I will never forget the friends I made, the moments we shared... everything.

I love you. I'll miss you.

NOW GO OUT THERE AND KICK SOME BUTTS.

- Nicole.

P.S mmm... butts... (but lol how cheesy lol im so cheesy OMFG)

P.P.S Julie, this blog is all yours. Take care of it for me baby :)