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While I whittle my bones until I'm brittle, am I pretty now? For some reason I find myself lost in what you think of me. And now you've got me thinking. I wish I could be a girl, and that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend, boyfriend. Am I pretty enough to lie to? Am I pretty enough to fucking die?

I've been breathing air, but there's no sign of life. Doctor, the problem's in my chest. My heart feels cold as ice, but it's anybody's guess. And as the darkness falls, it fills up both my eyes. My life before me like a flash in the night with my arms open wide. Well, it's cold, cold, cold, cold inside.

Oh, you clever little things. The sycophantic teens, what a precious basket case. If I could burn this town, I wouldn't hesitate.

Take you with me. My soul was crushed like a tall boy underneath the boots on the curb. And I'm still picking up my molars and putting them back in my face. My name was soiled by a last call spill with a backwash swill and the blackout killed me. Sober on impact from a fall from grace.

And I know I disappear for days and it keeps you awake. I almost bend it till' it breaks. I know I like to make you scared, just to see how much you care. I'm never going anywhere and I know you play the same games too. But you keep loosing, I'm too good.

You've been my muse for a long time, you get me through every dark night. I'm always gone, out on the go. I'm on the run and you're home alone. I've been confused as of late, watching my youth slip away.

I am not the sunshine, I am not the moon at night. Well, who else could I be when I can hardly see? I am not the sunshine, I am not the moon at night. I'm no one if I'm nowhere in between. And if dreams can come true, what does that say about nightmares? I'll stay awake tonight.

Says he can't believe he found me, wraps his arms around me. I can't let him in. You call me up and ask me how I've been. I'll call your bluff and keep on telling, telling, telling you lies. Oh, count down to the day they may come true.

I know it's not healthy. It doesn't help me, but I do it anyways. Looking at photos, reading the letters that you gave me. I could never throw them out 'cause a ghost never leaves a haunted house.

There was my heart, the drums that start off night and day. The same kind of music haunts her bedroom. I'm almost me again, she's almost you.

Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you, but ain't nobody love you like I do. Promise that I will not take it personal, baby. If you're movin' on with someone new. 'Cause baby you look happier, you do. My friends told me one day I'll feel it too. But I know I was happier with you

A hundred days have made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face. A thousand lies have made me colder. I'm here without you, baby. But you're still with me in my dreams. And tonight, it's only you and me.

Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars. Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are. As my memory rests, but never forgets what I lost.

She'd take the world off my shoulders if it was ever hard to move. Why then, if she is so perfect, do I still wish that it was you? 'Cause sometimes I look in her eyes and that's where I find a glimpse of us. Tell me he savors your glory, does he laugh the way I did? Is this a part of your story? One that I had never lived.