#balthatzar

how’re you doing now?

:( [hugs] brains are annoying.

Cool :)

1. my rats (who are currently sniffing my face)

2.homemade bread

3.craft projects

4.playing music 

yeah there's been some gaslighting going on, causing unreality

freddie-the-teddy said: Get read later fast. It stores all your bookmarks online and you can organize it. Plus it’s all in one neat little app.

guys. guys. ur missin the point. i already have too many bookmarks. I'M ALREADY IN TOO DEEP.  

also additionally i already have pocket and i never use it bc i forget and i panic when my computer updates and, like the piece of trash that i am, i always ctrl+d all of my tabs and name the folders stuff like "qUICK THE WORLD IS ENDING" or "dUD E U HAVE LIEK 13 MINTUES QUIKDC" and it's ridiculous

Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to make a post answering these 92 truths about you. At the end choose 10-25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

Tagged by:  balthatzar

WHAT WAS YOUR: Last beverage: Water Last phone Call:  Assurian Phone Insurance  Last text: My ex-neighbor/best friend Last song you listened to:  Bravado//Lorde Last time you cried:  this morning tbh

HAVE YOU EVER:  Dated someone twice:  heh yea. two people Been cheated on: i hope not Kissed someone and regretted it:  noo Lost someone special:  yes. Been depressed: every single day  Been drunk and thrown up:  ye List 3 favorite colors:  tiffany blue, lilac, burgundy LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made a new friend:  yea! Fallen out of love:  yea :/ Laughed until you cried:  yea! Met someone who changed you: ehhh Found out who your true friends are:  oh yea Found out someone was talking about you:  yea

GENERAL:  How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: almost all of them i think. i dont really use FB anymore??

FIRSTS:  First surgery: idk i was like 3 minutes old and had some yucky pneumonia and bronchitis so probably that First piercing:  i was probably like 9 or 10 months old tbh First best friend: There was this really sweet girl named Lily from my first elementary school in Florida but tbh Kayleigh is my first real best friend (sorry you haven't heard much from me lately bby ily lets chill) First sport you joined:  I danced for like 20 minutes once First vacation: Idk which was my first but ive been to pretty much every theme/.water park in FL. I used to go to Disney every year when i lived in West Palm

RIGHT NOW:  Eating: an entire potat Drinking:  blue flavored powerade I’m about to:  finish this potat, put on some fuzzy socks and watch parks and rec before i go to beddybye Waiting for: SPRINGTIME OH YES

YOUR FUTURE:  Want kids: i really do but then i look at my own siblings sometimes and i'm just like "nahhhh.. maybe not" Get married:  ~!!!!YE ID LOVE THAT ACTUALLY!!! Career: I have no idea.. I kinda wanna make music.. or art? Or write.. maybe ill be a journalist.. maybe even meteorologist?? Singer songwriter???? IDRK

.. OR .. Lips or Eyes: hmmm.. eyes! Hugs or Kisses: hugs! but oh my god i love kisses soo much Shorter or Taller: i'm only like 5'5" so the taller the better Older or Younger: I'm always the baby and I usually like it that way. Older.  Romantic or Spontaneous: I like a mix of the two. romantic spontaneity?

Nice Stomach or Nice Arms:  Arms! Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive Hook-up or Relationship:  relationship.

Trouble Maker or Hesitant: I like self aware trouble makers. As long as the trouble isn't really too harmful/destructive i guess

HAVE YOU EVER:  Kissed a stranger:  I don't think so Drank a hard liquor:  yes. Lost Glasses / Contacts:  don't wear em. I've lost sunglasses? Sex on first date: sorta? irdk Broke someones heart:  yea Arrested:  not arrested per se Turned down someone:  yes Cried when someone died:  yes. Fallen for a friend:  in love with a friend. he loves me too :)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:  Yourself:  no. Miracles:  i try to Love at first sight: ehh Heaven: sort of Santa Claus:  HAHAH Kiss on first date: yea! Angels: kinda