#fynnymisery

One of those you felt bees a large one far some terrible.

Bee about you but who would it words written here again world war.

ITs a great song XD

yeah it fucking blows... I really do wish I lived closer....

FUCK YEAH I BELIEVE IN GHOSTI-GOOS!

She writes "Rejoice With Joy Inexpressible" in her journal, though she knows not of this feeling. Expressing, she feels, is an easy thing to do—a smile, gentle and serene, or manical laughter, its always been easy for her. Most people did not see her genuine joy. Strangers received fake smiles and loose handshakes—a bare minimum of three words. True joy is when she looks at her dog sleeping, serenity and comfort in his position, peace while he sinks into the bed. Or when she played video games with her very best friend and they stayed up with frozen pizza, only cutting four slices because they'll eat more than two slices anyways. Or when she is in the back seat of her sisters car, and they laugh together with dark chocolate and some sort of fruit flavored beer which she cannot recall the name of, and she shows her sister RuPaul's Drag Race and clips of Laganja and Alyssa Edwards on youtube and they can hardly breathe from laughter when Laganja drops into a split several times in a row. She thinks its safe to say that these occasions include joy. These moments she won't forget. Because they are all she has. These people and moments are the only thing that can get her by during these years of transition and decisiveness. So during a life of grief and struggle, anxiety, depression, and wanting to give up... She'll persevere into these small moments. And they'll come and go, but her memory of them will never die. Maybe she'll be able to recreate them one day, and she has hope that she will, whether that hope is false or prophetic. She is almost done with one section of her life, not that she likes to look at life in sections. She does not know what the next "section" will contain, she cannot guarantee things will be perfect—they'll be far from perfect, but she will keep her joy when the world is quickly turning. And not because of her, but those who make those "inexpressible" moments of joy with her. She'll push away the right wing. Things will be alright.

ITS NOT EVEN DONE YET XD BUT thank you! :D