mha boys realizing theyāre in love pt.1
twā ļø insecurities!, self doubt!
izuku knew he loved you since you guys started dating.
he had liked you for a long time, and when you finally got together in your last year of UA, he couldnāt have been happier.
he planned on living the rest of his life with you. and would go through any feats to make it possible.
so when you started to feel doubts about your relationship? that was a wake up call for him.
you had just finished training, all sweaty and tired, walking back to your dorm with a towel around your neck.
you scrolled through your phone mindlessly, and just happened to come across a twitter post about your boyfriend, deku, who had just taken down one of the villains thatās been on the run for months.
you smiled. you were so proud of him. already achieving his dream in becoming one of the greatest heroes. and getting the recognition he finally deserved.
you made it your your dorm, slumping on your bed as you read some of the comments.
woah this guy is still attending UA!? heāll be a great hero for sure
thereās no one like him!
deku strikes again! what a studš
you laughed at some, grimaced at others that claimed the mission was too easy for him. but one particular comment had you freezing in your spot.
is he single? i wonāt hesitate to run to the scene and give him my hand in marriage right now!
you knew it was a fun, lighthearted comment. but you clicked the the commenters page and instantly noticed how beautiful as preppy she was.
she was also a big deku fan...probably had more merch than you.
you sighed and threw your phone across the bed.
for the past few weeks, you had been thinking about how different you and izuku were in terms of success.
you were both in your last year of high school, and he had already done so much.
worked on so many cases with pro heroes and went through successful missions all the time. he was destined to become the greatest hero.
well, youāve never even caught a villain.
sure youāve helped out on low grade missions for the hero you interned under, but you had never been publicly praised like izuku. you never stood out.
you had trouble believing youād become a hero at all.
you always wondered, wouldnāt izuku be better off with someone that could keep up with him? who wouldnāt hold him back. someone who he wouldnāt leave in the dust when he excelled in the future.
he deserved someone better.
your thoughts were cut off when your dorm door brushed open, revealing no other than the man himself.
izuku walked into your room with worried eyes and seemed out of breath.
āy/n? ive texted and called a bunch of times. why havenāt you answered?ā he asked, and you subtly turned to your phone that you discarded on the other half of the bed.
āmy ringer was off. sorry izu.ā you tired to give him a smile as he sat next to you on your bed. āi saw an article about your mission today. you were amazing!ā you complimented.
āahh you give me too much credit. i couldnāt have dont anything with the pro heroes and other people helping.ā
āstill, youāre a great hero. i wish i was like that.ā you chuckle dryly, past insecurities already pushing forward again.
āwhat!? youāre a great hero y/n!ā izuku exclaimed.
āiāve barely done anything izuku. i donāt know how you put up with me. i should be able to help you on your missions, but iām stuck in the same position i have been in. i donāt know when iāll improve.ā
you didnāt mean to sound so pathetic, but you had been feeling this way for so long. it was all just spilling out now.
and izuku? he literally stopped breathing when he heard what you were saying about yourself. āyou deserve someone that will be able to keep up with you. what will people think when they find out the amazing deku is dating a weak, incapable, good for nothing-ā
ādonāt say one more word y/n.ā izuku cuts you off, and you look up to meet his eyes piercing yours.
they were dark, nothing like their usual gleaming glow that shined when he looked at you.
there was no sign of amusement on any of his features. just dead seriousness
āwhat the hell are you talking about y/n?ā he asks, but doesnāt give you a chance to respond. āyouāre one of the most courageous, brave, intelligent, capable people i know! where is all of this coming from?ā
āiāve been thinking about it for a while. itās just youāre so...amazing and iām so...ā you knew anything you could have said after that would make him even more angry. it was nothing positive.
god he probably hated you for being so insecure.
āyouāre you, y/n.ā izuku says softly. āyouāre you and youāre who i love. i donāt care about what i do, what you do, who says what! i love you for you!ā
izuku looks at you with so much love and compassion. you stared into his eyes, wondering what was gong on in his head.
well? at the moment he despised himself for letting you feel this way.
you were his whole world! the person who supported you in everything he did and he would support you in the same way! he couldnāt understand why you were feeling this way when he was literally...in love with you.
he loved you yeah of course, but hearing the way you were speaking about yourself, and how you had doubts about your relationship made his heart physically hurt. he was absolutely and unconditionally in love with you and wouldnāt be able to see himself with anyone else.
and he needed you to hear it.
āy/n youāre my everything! iām so in love with you, no amount of fame or recognition could make me even think about leaving you!ā izuku said urgently, and he finally calmed down when he saw a slight smile reach your lips.
the conversation continued, and izuku promised to let you learn and remember how in love he was with you until it was the last thing heād do.
bakugo would never pursue anyone unless he definitely knew he loved them.
so of course he never asked you out when he couldnāt differentiate if what he felt for you was love, or if it was a stupid little crush.
he didnāt like thinking about his feelings, especially the irrelevant ones.
he was trying to become the number one hero. who needed time for love anyways?
so he ignored his āfeelingsā for you, not allowing them to confuse him any longer.
it wasnāt until a few months into his third year when bakugo got the worst news of his life.
you were on a mission. an important one that had you absent from school for weeks.
heād text you every few days, asking what was going on and how things were and youād always respond with āitās fine.ā or āweāre hanging in there.ā
he assumed it was a pretty difficult mission, but nothing you couldnāt handle.
so when he heard from a certain icy-hot that you were in the hospital in critical condition after completing the mission, he forgot about everything and ran straight to you.
ignoring aizawaās calls, he almost blasted himself out of UA and checked every hospital for you, considering he didnāt even ask todoroki which one you were in before he left.
when he finally reached the hospital holding you, he sprinted to your room.
he found you hooked up to a bunch of wires and tests.
you looked peaceful, sleeping while the heart monitor beeped beside you.
but you looked horrible. bloody bandages covered almost every limb, and your body was covered in bruises.
bakugoās heart dropped to his stomach. he couldnāt stand seeing you like this.
why does his feelings have to be 100x more noticeable when your tragically hurt!?
he sat down on the empty chair beside the hospital bed, wondering why no one else was visiting at this time.
he stared at you, something he couldnāt get off of his mind lately.
āwhy do you make me feel things, dumbass?ā he asked, waiting for a response. āi never skip class! you just had to get hurt and make me skip the test review.ā he rolled his eyes, but his face softened as he looked at you, still sleeping.
āiāll help you study. youāll probably fail without going over what we learned.ā
āwould you wake up, you shitty woman!ā he yelled, gripping the side of your bed āthis is scary, you know?ā
āi shouldāve called you today, i just assumed youād be too busy to talk. if you told me you were in trouble, iād blast my ass to wherever you were in a heartbeat.ā bakugo said, feeling his actual heart skip a beat when you still didnāt respond. ļæ¼
after about an hour of waiting, your other classmates came in, checking on your condition.
you still hadnāt woken up, but your vitals were better and your breath were more steady.
by the time night fell, everyone left; except for bakugo
he was just starting to fall asleep when he felt she. he heard you stir in the hospital bed.
his head shot up, quickly turning to face you as he saw you blinking you eyes slowly.
āy/n!ā he yelled a little louder than anticipated, making you shoot awake and look at him.
you blinked a few more times before realizing who you were looking at. ākatsuki!?ā you asked, trying to sit up, but feeling a sharp pain in your side.
āhey! donāt move dumbass. are you okay? do you remember anything?ā he frantically asked.
āumm...iām fine?ā you said, sounding like you were trying to convince yourself. āwhy are you here?ā
āwhy am i here? you were admitted into the hospital in critical condition!ā
āi-iām sorry, everythingās a bit fuzzy right now.ā you say softly, putting a hand on your forehead and tryin got remember everything.
bakugo softened, and waited until you got yourself together. āhow long have you been here?ā you ask
āsince this morning.ā
āthis morning!? katsuki what about school? do your parents even know youāre here?ā
āwhy the hell are you worried about me? youāre the one hooked up to all these machines and can barely move!ā bakugo yelled, trying to understand why you were so focused on him being there with you.
āi just never thought youād be the one to go out of your way to check on someone. let alone be here the whole day...ā you whispered, suddenly feeling shy at the idea of bakugo keeping your sleeping body company for hours.
bakugo froze at your words.
he really wasnāt the type to go check on people for more than a few minutes. especially not one to skip school because of it.
maybe he did this because he felt a little more than what he thought he did.
maybe this wasnāt a stupid little crush? maybe it was something serious that he had just been blowing off.
when he heard about your condition, he just couldnāt stand by. there must have been something that pushed him to run to you.
āitās cause u care about you...idiot. i wasnāt gonna a let you suffer here alone.ā he huffs, crossing his arms.
ākatsukiii do you like me or something?ā you asked in a teasing tone
he couldnāt believe you were making jokes at a time like this. furthermore, he couldnāt believe how easy it was for you to see through his facade.
āi do.ā he states. there was no point in lying.
āi was just kidding kats-ā
āiām not.ā he cuts you off. āi care about you, and i like you. a lot. so...you better like be bad damn it. or iāll blow you to bits!ā
you chuckled and smiled tenderly at him. you definitely werenāt expecting him to say that, but you werenāt complaining.
āi like you too...i guess.ā you smile, and katsuki tsked before smirking at you.
he finally felt like he could breath again, and that everything was going to be fine now.
except...katsuki didnāt like you. he loved you. but no way would he tell you that
this absolutely sucks i canāt believe iām posting this. if you can, plz give me some requests so i donāt make trash hcs like this again. theyāll be a pt.2 later. hopefully it isnāt as bad as this one.
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