#badbeginning

... More like a series of unfortunate creative decisions. A phase which in this case refers to the fact the crew didn't know anything about the books before making this series

I knew it all from the very beginning

You will find in this package my first analysis of the events recorded in the Bad Beginning: https://jmp.sh/BgEihZ0. For now, I am focusing my work on the events that are happening in each of your books, but I plan to put in more time to look into the meaning of the words you are using. I will send you shortly a more detailed letter on the timeline of the Bad Beginning, but I can affirmatively announce with no much confidence that the fire that destroyed the Beaudelaires house happened on a Monday. Also, no bell rang throughout the reading. Sincerely, A volunteer in need of time

Nothing like a fresh start. A crisp, fresh page in a notebook. Opening a new Word document. I’ve always had this obsession with starting FRESH. When I need to clear my head, I start by starting something new. In this case, I’m creating a new haven for my thoughts. A place where I can write down everything that goes on in my head. Now the reason for this “new beginning” is, unfortunately, a sad one but also painfully cliché. My heart was broken by “an evil male” (if you don’t get that reference...shame on you). The same old story I loved him with all my heart and he lied continuously to my face. He manipulated me, broke my spirit and hardly had the decency to apologize. He continuously cheated on me with his ex and lead us both to believe that he wanted to be with each of us (without either of us realizing what he was saying to the other). I lived and breathed him for almost 3 years but finally, our tumultuous relationship came to a screeching halt 3 weeks ago. I’ve always been a firm believer that men are trash and I still am. I just know that some men are “less” trash than others. Anyway, I still love him with all my heart though I realized that love blinded me and silenced me during our relationship. I was pretty much a bystander in my own relationship, watching passively as he tore away at every inch of my dignity. I was numb to the pain because I loved him so deeply. In the beginning, we were so happy...until his lies unraveled. Even now, we have always been each other's best friend and confidant...but the end of our relationship has our friendship hanging by a thread. I know he is most likely the most toxic person that has ever come into my life and there’s no way I can go back to that but how do I cope with the loss of my best friend? He was the only person I talked to and he still is the first person I want to call when something happens...but he can’t be trusted. Our friendship has always been epic but he is completely selfish and while I would be more than willing to maintain a platonic friendship with him (eventually), he simply can’t be trusted. He cares only about himself and what he wants. He has this charm about him that if you give him even an inch, you will swoon and end up back in the mess that you tried so hard to run from. This is something that I haven’t reconciled within me just yet and I know in time the answers will become clear. For now, I’m starting over. I’m bloodied and bruised. My heart is trampled and unrecognizable. My resolve is non-existent and my confidence is at an all-time low. But it is often said that it is at your lowest point when you feel that you’ve just about had it with all life has thrown at you, that’s where you find yourself and grow. I’m 24 and I can’t say I’ve lived life completely but I feel as if I’ve lived two lifetimes. I call this my bad beginning because I know it’s going to be a complete shit show at first, but eventually, like a phoenix rising from the ashes (hella cliché...lol) I will be okay again. I will be happier, healthier and stronger than before. This is the beginning of a process...we’ll see where it all goes from here.  P.S. If you didn’t get the Lemony Snicket reference....for shame! 

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Three weeks of courting, You were the perfect gentleman, I’m sorry if you thought I was abrupt to say goodbye The first time you were 6 hours late and ignoring every call I made, You see, You’re just like all the others I’m just not sticking around this time To see what comes next.