#bad-timing

I cannot tell you how surprised I was knowing you and I had that much of things in common. They'd say I'm a fool to become an obsessor of familiarity, but they have no idea. You caught my attention from day one with your arrogant, bossy look. I felt you were different from all of them. That's why despite all the negativity my boss told me, I stood my ground for a chance to get to know you better. And I was right. You were different.

One once said: "Sometimes you meet one person and click - you're just comfortable with them, like you've known them for your whole life and you don't have to pretend to be anything or anyone". And God, you're that one. I'm not sure if this feeling lasts long, or it's just another simple crush, and I keep reminding myself that ok let's wait and see. But you are not a simple case.

They were from a younger time.

This one was titled "I'm Sorry"

I messed up.

I know I did.

It's expected from a young, naive, and inexperienced young man.

I really liked you, and i still do.

But it was just so soon after what She had done.

Well, it wasn't really.

But as a young, naive, and inexperienced young man.

It was.

I wanted to give you my all, I truly did.

But thoughts about Her flourished endlessly through my mind.

I hated it, I didn't want to think about Her.

But it was just so hard to do so.

What we had was so special to me.

I put everything I had in me at that time.

I thought she felt the same, she even dedicated a song to me that said exactly that.

But it was all an illusion, for months I had been feeding into it.

She was a witch of some sort, the skill of deception was definitely her niche.

She came into my world out of no where and left just the same way.

She left my heart dangling from where she had tore into.

But these are shallow excuses for the broken heart I handed to you.

And I know that you don't want to hear it, after all I've done.

And waiting this long to say anything, I'm truly, Truly sorry.

It was so unfair to both you and me.

She robbed me of my happiness and She robbed you of becoming so much happier with me.

I just want you to know that I could have been so much better to you.

But my ability was weakened and I couldn't give it my all.

And I also want you to know that you were so cool and you just wowed me.

From the moment we started talking, I heard the sound of us clicking.

From that moment I wanted you to be mine so badly.

A recent occurrence made me think that if I didn't do anything you'd fall for someone else.

And so I acted.

Ah but it was too soon for me.

I know I should have waited.

It would've been so much better.

My entire being would've been so much better.

Your entire feelings for me would've been a hundred times better.

And after what i said up there, I'm still making excuses.