#backupfriend

you don't get to just do that. It's not fair. You can't just ignore my texts for weeks and then answer when you're scared you're not gonna have any friends next year. It's not fucking fair. I CARE about you I really do. And you treat me like I don't exist. I can understand a few days but you leave my messages for weeks. I told you I was feeling depressed after you needed a place to vent and after you asked how I was. I said I was really depressed. And you answered me once and then not for weeks. How the fuck is that fair. We're all busy and we all have stuff going on but you will NEVER catch me doing that to people I care about. I'm so sick of being treated like the last choice.

You deserve a Grammy for that act! Making me believe that I meant something to you, that we had a real friendship that other people don't have. But it seems like it was all an act or, it just is when she's around.